Haha it goes from:

HOMG THEY'RE REAL → THEY LOOK EXACTLY THE SAME AS THEY ARE ON PHOTOSHOOTS (this is very, VERY true) → YABUHIKARU JUST SMILED AT ME /DIES → AWWW DAMN (because I know that this is the closest that I'm ever gonna get near them) → (and finally) I KNOW WHY I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

And I can see how much they love their jobs from their performances and it makes me want to go back over and over again just to watch them perform because I love it so much :D