At the time, I was having girl trouble and a hard time with life in general. I wasn't in a very happy place and I took my sad story to the cyberwave to get pitty. Unfortunately that's not how I should've handled myself. Looking back it seems pretty childish :/

My apartment. -Ben Kweller

I'd live in the present and be a film maker. Otherwise I'd live in the renaissance era and be an architect... then die from the black plague.

Night but alas, night turns into morning

yeah, i've actually seen it many times before... the right people seem to show up when you least expect it. don't give up hope, but don't dwell on what you don't have either... make a list of things that make you happy, seriously, do it! they can be as simple as one word items/activities (ie. birds, beach, biking) (that's alliteration just for you!) and... start! We all crave love... but there are different types of love we can satisfy in ourselves (while waiting for our amour ;) and Thelema (meaning desire in Greek) is just one of them. Nurture your thelema! Hope this helped... and now that we are all loved!

both... depends on what aspect of my life we're talking about... but much more of a "go with the flow" for sure!!! but i'm good about making a plan and sticking with it in regards with saving money and big decisions...

DISHES!!!! I try not to make it a daily routine... loathe entirely.

I think that's a question for my ex's (no, they don't all live in Texas). I'm a man of many surprises. I love catching people off guard, whether it be with kindness or humor. I can't give away all my secrets but just to show you that I was born a romantic... when my 3rd grade crush moved out of state, I "snail mailed" her every month for 3 years hoping one day we would finally reunite... in a tree, K.I.S.S.I.N.G., first comes love, then comes marriage, then comes... ok, sorry. But yeah, I saved every one of her letters and I would literally dream of being older and being able to drive up to her house and say "woman, you're coming with me!" then she'd jump on the back of my motorcycle and I'd drive off like I was james dean. I found her on facebook a while back... she's now married and has 2 kids. So much for that dream...

Driving across the country to California with all 8 family members piled in a van for vacation. It was perfection!

it doesn't work. that's not fair... it hasn't worked yet? lol I tried a long distance relationship before and it was miserable. i mean, it's fun and exciting for maybe the first month but it's VERY difficult to have a relationship with someone you can't talk to in person (same with phone relationships). I mean, it's great that this day and age has given us all this convenient new technology but at the same time I think we're losing basic social/communication skills. I should know... I have a bachelors in communication haha ...and if I ever go for my doctorates, I'll be sure to make that the subject of my thesis. that's not to say you can't find prospective mates online... hell, look at eharmony! I think that's a great way to "weed out the bad onions" if you will. But you won't find me on anything like that cuz I think people are just lazy or jaded to get off their asses and go meet new people. :)

I was the president of our theatre club... soooo... that was pretty much my second home. BUT I was very good when I ran cross country and devoted a lot of time to it for the first two years of high school. I was also known for our high school morning news channel. I was the guy that made the channel WORTH watching. SO to answer your question, I'd say I was the lovable hilarious dorky nerd (who could run far). Once, for a pep rally, I did a solo flag dance in a unitard to some 80's song in front of the entire school. I was known for making people laugh.

Yes, one fan actually ended up transferring to my university and having the same history class as me (she wasn't a stalker to my knowledge lol). My brother and I were at Best Buy one day when someone recognized us (think it was our voices that gave it away) from a video we did with our hands/eyes/mouths.

Tabitha (3rd oldest out of 6). She's an angel sent from Heaven. I trust her with just about everything... like when I go to jail and need to get bailed out or when I need girl advice or just an escape for the weekend, she's always there.

the second one

and the question is...? haha i've never heard that before... i'll have to check it out

that's a very interesting question i've never thought about... probably ryan reynolds... cuz it's hollywood and i can do that haha he's quick witted like me and voted sexiest man alive... also like me. no, i was surprised to see him in a dramatic role though (Chaos Theory), he was actually not that bad. No, I'd probably pick someone closer to Zach Braff in Garden State.

She must be a woman... with hair. lol I don't know, so long as I find a girl attractive, it's all about personality. I look for if she makes me laugh, if I make HER laugh, if we communicate well, someone who makes me want to better myself and always reach for something. These are all things I really look for but the answer you were probably fishing for and what "picky Sam" looks for is: Brunette, 5'-5'9", Iranian/Brazilian/Swedish/Spanish features, slim, loves camping/hiking/nature, often spontaneous, creative, sincere/honest, intelligent/witty. But those are unrealistic expectations and not how finding a spouse works.

I'll try to keep this (relatively) short. Running actually is painful. I get cramps, aches, charlie horses, etc... just like everybody else. But it has its perks, it releases endorphins in the body to counteract the pain. Running also helps release stress and anxiety by using the energy otherwise used for things like, "Do I have enough money in my bank account to make it through this month?" or "Will I see the end of the U.S. dollar in my lifetime?" It helps my lung capacity, posture (I need every inch I can get), along with blood circulation (which fights stroke and heart diseases) and even keeps me regular (TMI, sry). But most of all, it shows character. Diligence to do it regularly, perseverance and endurance to finish what you start, and self-awareness/confidence of the physical/mental abilities you truly posses.

I secretly like doing math equations and surfing the web for new consolidated organizers for my mac.

I'd be the one with the hair and she likes shoes and has that face... you know... with the eyes.