i kinda didnt mean too but i had too man. you have no idea what its like to have people watching you 24/7 and then try to tell you how to live your life. i can understand you just saying i didnt like that song or you know, something simple, but people go so in depth and always says " tyler needs to....", no, dont fucking tell me what i need to do, who are you? these niggas dont know me, at all, they dont know shit about me, they think cause they read an interview and listened to inglrious they know me, they dont. and now look, someone is gonna read this like aww man, tyler is a dick, he's an asshole, but see, they arent in my position so its soooooooooooooo fucking easy to sit on the sidelines and tell me how to shoot the ball, but they will never be capable of playing on the court, nor get the chance to even hold the ball, so they have no idea. i want everyone to one day experience niggas always on your head, shit is annying, i feel bad for kanye at times. ok im fine, just had to vent, fuck i wish i came out when the internet was not like, poppin, like, in the 2000s. justified is such a good album, i dont wanna be a rapper. i just wanna produce legit. but then when i tell people that i always get that but 'your beats arent even that good', who asked you, like, all i did was say i wanna make beats...niggas is so negative, im 21 i have time to get better, kanye wasnt on till he was like 28 what the fuck, let a nigga live, no one is happy for me but my mother. i was stoked that loiter squad, a show ive always wanted was number one during its time frame, some asshole told me 'thats not big nothing else is even on at that time'....see? like, you could have just said thats cool and been happy for me, but nah niggas kill moments, so what, like ,the fact that niggas minds go to a place like that sucks. but anyway, i love the niggas who fuck with me, with out you guys coming to the shops and shows and all that, i wouldnt be shit, cause in this game no one fucks with me truthfully, but a few, so thanks to the core niggas who really fucks with OF as a whole and didnt dip when GOBLIN didnt sound like yonkers for 18 tracks or when i was on MTV and got noticed more or shit, even when RELLA dropped, cause niggas hated on that. that video was cool, yeah i might have ADHD or something or be extra but shit let me have my fun and let my imagination go crazy, niggas legit came up to me and said that video sucked and had no story line....okay? like word? what do you want a fucking video of me smoking posted in front of a white wall in some faggot leather jacket and fashion shoes with some bitch and omg i hate when people sit on my ideas and critique them when im just having fun and doing shit because i felt like it. oooohhhh . im mad. im gonna update golf wang later. kanye told me he was releasing theuflu yesterday ha. knowing he fucks with me feels good. and i was in the studio last night with will i am and justin. justin is my actually friend, him and scooter. and i wrote my first rap to the ending beat on positive, on BEP behin the front album, i got to tell him that last night, felt cool. my punk coms on tonight tooo im sooo stoked. ima go skate and film, i have a new camera, i miss just uploading shit on the youtube, ima get back to that. this prolly has typos like a fucking bitch right now. you know the song BLOW? i made that after listening to Lets Get Blown, ( i am a big neptunes STAN if you didnt know) thar why the beat was called blow and i never changed the title and just made a song named after the beat haha, i was 16. i mis those days cause i had no one watching and i was just running free, now its eyes on everything so its hard to be natural when. never mind. i have a bike named slater, i never had a pet so whatever. yah. uh, okay whatevs. idk what else to talk about. i kinda have a crush on nicki minaj. ok thanks for reading this.