LORD OF THE FUCKING RINGS wooot woott

SUSHIIII

i would get things that mean enough for me to want it on my skin for the rest of my life. never get an ink youre unsure of.
while we're on the topic, well, i wish people wouldnt judge. you have your values i have mine.

truffle bread my new love hahaha.
and to be in paris now lol

aw so sweet :D <3

once you go mac you wont go back!

aw hi. thank you whoever you are. appreciate it tons. thanks. [:
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i did every single piece of assignment the night before submissions this entire semester. i reckon thatd answer your questions... and how long it took me to answer this really. lol

depends on my cravings leh! i want cheng tng nao!!! lol.
but i reckon most chocolate-ish thingies would make me happy :D i <3 sweet stuff so desserts are always awesome to me hehe

youre so sure i dont "truly get anxiety attacks" arent you. oh fuck off.

id reckon so. well i dont really know. havent actually been on one really. [:

hi anonymous lol so intriguing.
the coming europe trip is organised by the NIE travel club for graduating students' grad trip really. but they opened it to the rest of the NIE community too so yay. it's mainly a free and easy leisure trip + a tour of one of the universities in london. so yup. LEISURE TRIP ROUND EUROPE WITH FRIENDS YAYYYY.
wish roomie couldve come along too though. meh meh.

my yellow teddy.

ive realised how my coping mechanism are all pretty destructive in one way or another. i clean or make lists or try to get organised when im upset. well, two extremes. it's either giving a fuck about every fucking itty gritty thing in my life and feeling this intense need to organise my life OR this absolute lack of energy to give any fuck to anything at all so i just end up shutting down and just, sit there. that's the okay one really.
other times, when im upset, my body goes on auto-pilot and my emotions take over as i reach for any semblance of food. it gets bad if i happen to be near a convenience or worse, a grocery store. the food i get are all fucking high in fat, low in nutrients and just nasty. binging on food doesnt help me to cope with anything tbh. i usually just end up feeling horribly disgusted at myself and it snowballs into another eruption of self-hatred. not good, i know. seeing how food doesnt work, i sometimes find myself turning to my penknife and well, yknow. im not proud of it tbh.. but well yeah.
reckon im still looking for a proper coping mechanism eh.

about the places they lurk in in your bedroom at night. muahhaha

i used to spend hours and hours watching Gong [that korean drama with the princes with black and brown hair so sweet omg dies. the first one!] and also Boys Over Flowers. but i havent got round to finishing either though. lol. so fail.

i like handmaking scrapbooks for people's birthdays! it takes quite a bit of effort and though it's handmade, it really does cost a small bomb. haha. but it's always worth it when you present it to the birthday girl/ person and (s)he lights up and you know all the time and effort you spent was worth it. the fact that something so small can make someone genuinely happy, instead of just a gift that's bought, that's just. awesome. {:

AWWWWW thia coming from a lady as gorgeous as yourself yay. too nice already la shu hua! haha <3 <3 <3

i buy a new outfit whenever i feel like buying a new outfit. yes yes im so bloody spoilt. sue me. {:

7 straight hours of class on a friday ah keel me nao ):