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haha ashley....it will grow back. i swear. and it is quickly actually....
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Since 9th grade, maybe 8th...I've had some sort of asymetrical or strange haircut. I felt like it was really really important. And i always kept it.
One day in early January I came home from a party. I felt disgusted with myself. I hated that I felt like my identity was locked in. I didn't like that I felt my hair was sort of expected of me. That's the best way I can put it. So I cut it all off.
It hasn't changed anything in my behavior or demeanor sadly, but it is an interesting change. I don't think I'd do it again though. -
i kind of love you....
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An end? to life? to what? I'm confused about this question.
I guess in general I am questioning what will happen when school ends. Where I'll be living, who with, and what I will be doing, but that will all come with time.
The big end? I don't really like to think about all that. We know for sure that we have NOW, so that's enough for me. Why worry about an end? Is there an end? I think the whole ride is more fun than the end, that's why people like rollercoasters- not for getting off the ride, but for the time they have on the ride. -
i don't know how to respond to this. I highly doubt that's true. my dad always told me that you never realize how good you have it til it's gone. I feel like this applies here.
I'm sorry if I've ever seemed despondent or out of touch. It's never my goal. I've been realizing lately how important things are that I somehow missed when they were happening.
So how about you let me know who you are and we'll grab a cup of coffee or something? -
oooh deep, and with a much better flow than how i put it. I'm feeling like it's partly the weather, partly because in may everything will change (living arrangements, no more college, new job), and I'm finding it downright difficult to be creative in school lately. I'm sure it'll pass.
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hope you make lots of money then! because i won't. too lazy and unmotivated. but hey, if you're into that i'm your man.
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miss you too allie. still want you to come up here and live with me!!
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haven't had either in a loooooong time, but i'm hankerin' for a jones cream soda now!!
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Who is this? Allie?
Well Columbia is a great school and really hard to get into. I think that living in NYC at least for a short period provides many new opportunities and life experiences not found anywhere else in the world. Plus you'd be living in the same city as me and we could get coffee or go out for beers which is great. -
I know! I'm not a huge fan of the inability of people to communicate on it, but I try to use it as an outlet just to write about what's going on. Thanks for reading and I'm sure I miss you too :)
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Stephen Douglas’s Bio
Living and learning in Brooklyn, NY.

