Ever been diagnosed with depression and thought that killing yourself was the right idea? Not eaten in weeks and lost 2.5 stone in less than a fortnight?

That's what I'm recovering from. I'm in horrendous amounts of debt, there is no possible path my life can take which won't result in other people getting hurt.

Yes, there are ups and downs, however I'm so deeply down I really can't even begin to think how to get back up. Once I've figured that out, maybe I can begin to love life once again.