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I honestly don't know about the first part. However, I am pretty positive that She has never created a self-issued challenge that She couldn't handle nor do I believe She has been issued a challenge in which She did not come out successful. All I can say about the punishment is that I imagine that if it is still on there will be some major modifications. I've had a recent change in schedule that is going to make it next-to-impossible to proceed as She originally intended. But that is a logistic issue as opposed to a lack of ability issue.
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I do. I think it's on my blog. Amazon is usually the best answer for everything. Can't go wrong with it. But it's potentially addictive so it's in my best interest to steer clear of it myself so I don't have to join the creepy groups for shopaholics or those up to their eyeballs in debt. However, you all can feel free to send away! ;)
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Tons of things. This kind of answer would be so detailed it's worthy of a blog entry. A simple formspring answer wouldn't be able to do it justice. But every one of us has something he/she would like to change personality-wise, some more than others. I have things I would like to work on to improve my general character and better myself. It's not about being "perfect," because even a good Mistress will tell you such a thing doesn't exist. But that doesn't mean it's bad to strive for perfection. Just as it isn't necessarily bad to believe in God.
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There are probably many things we could do together, and I mean this in both a vanilla and non-vanilla context. We are both very creative people. I have a good brain and it's possible She is a literal genius :) My most intense passion is writing, despite my equally intense laziness regarding the whole thing - so, naturally, I am going to say I'd love to work on a book with Her. But I bet you saw that one coming...
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I am reluctant to answer this, but no. It does not have any kind of soothing effect on me; in fact, it tends to fray my nerves more than anything else. Don't tell my Mistress that, however.
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I guess you'll just have to wait and see. The answer is in the memoir. Definitely can't condense it into a formspring answer. But I come from a line of tragically dysfunctional people, against my will - and ironically, that led me to know nothing better than to CHOSE tragically dysfunctional people to be in relationships with after I was finally of age to be free of the first lot. It's either ironic or a case out of an abnormal psychology text book (which in reality, turns out to be quite "normal.")
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Oh my God... my answer is the exact same answer as Felix Latex. Wow. Have known him for many months but never knew we shared the same taste in breakfast, lol. Go fig.
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No and No, and umm... pretty much feeling terrified, uncomfortable and embarrassed. Also, slightly curious. I'm still holding out hope that somehow this is just not going to end up being possible, at least not to the extent She has planned.
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Oh, it's been about 2.5-3 months worth of various infractions dispersed in the throes of what was sometimes exemplary behavior. Some offenses were extremely minor, some more annoying than serious and a few serious ones that I've already been punished for in some small degree.
If I could in some way cancel out bad behavior with good behavior, my 3 day sentence would probably be much shorter. Or, at least I'd be getting less than 6 spankings a day. Unfortunately, Domina Nyx does not generally operate this way. Despite Her sometimes spontaneous granting of mercy, She has not altered anything regarding this punishment to make it less punishing.
Every time it is changed (even when it's based on Her whim and not because I've done anything to earn further punishment) - it always becomes more severe and humiliating. I can't persuade Her, not even a little. And to prove my point, She's added an extra spanking simply because She didn't like the idea of spanking me an hour and fifteen minutes each day. She thought an hour and a HALF just sounded better.
All I can do is pray that Her arm fails before my ass does. But I've seen Her go for multiple hours consecutively with minimal discomfort on Her end, I've even been around when She was in session delivering a strictly OTK spanking that lasted over an hour. How She does that is beyond the scope of my comprehension. -
Yes, of course. I've gotten all of the traditional punishments: soap, hot sauce, rice, corner time, restrictions/limitations regarding what I can do with my leisure time, severe hair pulling, severe scoldings, threats of humiliation. Yes, some of them are easier to endure than spankings. Soap is disgusting. I hate spicy foods, but prefer hot sauce to Dial. But both are better than being repeatedly smacked until you're a sobbing, hysterical mess. Sometimes the spankings are so painful I think I'd prefer a combination of soap and hot sauce if my Mistress would allow it. It takes a long time to recover from the pain and embarrassment of a punishment spanking.
Actually, everything is easier to endure than a punishment spanking. Spanking can be really awful because it's psychologically terrifying - you do not know when it will end or how forceful it will be. The redness/bruising/swelling can last from minutes to hours to weeks - providing lasting discomfort that far outweighs any after-effects created by other traditional punishments. -
If you mean the kind from Toys 'R Us, yes. I collect all sorts of toys and juvenile memorabilia, both female and male oriented. Dolls, comic books, action figures, stuffed animals, video games, stickers, coloring books, crayons... well, you get the point - or at the very least, you should.
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Of course I am. The thing about philosophy is that it's kind of like crack. Once you engage it, you really can't stop - unless you have some kind of remarkable constitution made of steel. It can f*uck you up, to put it in not-so-sophisticated terms. It is like a drug. And sometimes it's good to be sober. I will post about this actually rather than reply here. And, not sure where the confusion stems from, but I write about being punished ALL the time. Seriously dude, ALL the time.
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Generally speaking, I dislike BDSM as an industry because it is tainted with individuals who have no business to be involved in it. Unfortunately, it's not regulated and there are a lot of models with whips going around calling themselves Dommes. There are a lot of Dommes who pretend to be "lifestyle" Mistresses because it sounds like the right thing to say- yet this could not be further from the truth. There are Dommes who don't understand that power is a transference issue - a privilege and not an entitlement bestowed upon those who decide one day they are going to be a "dominatrix." I could go on, but I won't - except to say there are a lot of clients who expect services that should be left out of the profession. And there are a lot of Dommes willing to accommodate if the price is right. However, there are still a decent number of some seasoned and up-and-coming exceptions (including my Mistress) who are striving to uphold the high standards of the business. Other than that - this is what I think of of the "industry" on the whole.
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Putting the duvet cover on DN's blanket. I can't figure out how to do it without literally climbing inside and sometimes getting lost. Don't worry, I only do this when She is not around or otherwise occupied so She doesn't notice when I can't get out and try to suffocate me ;)
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Excluding the ones I do have - I would have say a white tiger cub. A little unrealistic, I know. But I'm like the Snow White of my backyard. Feed and sing to the animals and they will come. Also, intense conversations as they stare and you and cock their heads considering your level of sanity - well, it's pretty funny. No white tigers in the yard... yet.
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No. Only since I was about 6 or 7 when my little existence became so unbearable I could no longer communciate with words, and was given a journal and ecouraged to write when I could not speak. This is true. Refer to memoir - in the future sense.
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Indeed, it was us. Scene was hard to miss if you were there ;)
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No. I've done minimal fetish art. I can draw and paint, and have artistic inclinations when I am not lazy. It's not that I can't do it - I just need to motivate myself. Because I am somewhat of a perfectionist, what should be a relaxing hobby saddles me with a great deal of distress at times. But thank you for the compliment. If I do something fetishy in the future art-wise, I'll post it :)
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SpankedAngel’s Bio
I am Domina Nyx's female submissive, engaged in a BDSM 24/7 lifestyle relationship. You can read about our real-life interaction on my blog. I prefer to use this forum to answer your questions rather than respond to blog comments.
