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If you mean my screen name, well, that one is easy...I am submissive and I am a redhead. :) If you mean my given name then I haven't any clue at all.
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Alone
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I'm really looking forward to final exams being over next week.
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I received a text that said, "with you it's Christmas every day."
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I don't know what fancy is...and now I'm wondering if that is a metaphor for something. :-)
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I wouldn't want to make anyone fall in love with me. They either love me of their own accord or they do not.
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I must admit to being a little confused at your question. I don't know how one would "play" at being an angel. I have very deep Spiritual roots, and I don't believe in "playing" at anything supernatural be it Bdsm related or otherwise. That is just my own personal belief, of course, and others are free to do as they like.
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The more appropriate question would be, "Have I NOT cried during a movie?" Haha.
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Marilyn Manson or anything in that genre.
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I am a Vegan and do not eat ice cream, nor do I eat sugar. I do enjoy watching people eat it though. There is a Coldstone Creamery near my house that I have been to on occasion with others. I love to read the colorful descriptions on the board, and watch as they mix it all together. Also, if you put a tip in the jar they have to sing you a song. That completely makes my day.
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There were a couple of times that I actually did think I'd found him, but as seems to be the story of my life, he did not really want me. Each time that happens I become a little more cautious and guarded. I am the type that needs a fairly aggressive man, one that is going to look deep into my eyes and say "you're mine". I think both he and I will know when that time is right though, because there will be no denying the spark and connection. It has to be there and we both will feel it just like in a vanilla relationship.
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This is a tricky question for me. Though physical attributes have never been a huge priority for me, I have placed huge importance on maturity and intelligence. That's not to say that younger men do not possess either of those things of course, but in my experience (both in the vanilla and Bdsm world) younger men tend to be a tad more flighty and less grounded than the older ones. I don't mean that as an insult in any way and, trust me, I've given this MUCH thought. Personally, I think it reflects more the fact that men in, say, their twenties are at a different stage of life than the ones in their forties. There is a certain amount of knowledge that we draw from in our lives that absolutely only comes from life experience, not education, and a younger man simply has a more shallow pool to draw from than an older one.
Now having said all of that let me say this.....I try to make it a habit of never limiting myself. Though I may set myself guidelines as far as a Master is concerned, I do try to keep an open mind. I am cautious with everyone I meet, both old and young alike. I think it's more important that there be a connection between me and the man I will serve that goes far beyond age. Should I meet him and he turns out to be younger than I am, but obviously the right choice, then I would be a silly girl to turn that down. -
I like bondage very much, what I've experienced of it that is. I do not see any of this (bondage or otherwise) as a "bedroom only" kink in relation to my Master and my relationship. I do not know how to check my submission at the door. When I am sub/slave to a man, I am ALWAYS sub/slave to a man. Obviously, I can act appropriately in a public setting so as not to draw attention, but I will still maintain my submissiveness regardless. So in answer to your question, yes, I most certainly can see myself bound hand and foot at his feet if that is what he desires.
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I can't honestly say that I've ever really timed an orgasm before, so I don't know my longest. I can tell you, however, about the first time I realized my potential for many orgasms back to back. It was long before I'd ever even heard the term Bdsm. I was around the age of 20 and visiting my boyfriend in another state. It was the very first time I'd spent all night with a man in his bed. I ended up having 17 orgasms back to back with very little down time in between. It became a game to him, and I was begging him to stop by the end. Something clicked in my head that night about my body and my own sexuality. If only I'd known about all of this back then, life would have made much more sense.
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This is a very intriguing question. Though I can't speak scientifically on the matter, I would think that our bodies absolutely require release in this way. I remember as a child growing up in the church being told that masturbation was a sin. I wondered how the adults who never married maintained such self-control. I'd assumed, of course, that they were not masturbating because the church said not to do it. It seemed to me that their bodies would be in physical pain after some time of not having a release. I was in awe.
For me personally, orgasms have always come very naturally and in bountiful supply. When my first Master told me that he would be controlling my orgasms, I laughed thinking it impossible to control another's bodily function in such a way. It wasn't long before the mere thought of another person controlling such an intimate part of me, brought me to the brink of the very thing I was supposed to be avoiding.
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