that is a good question. and even though i doubt you actually want an answer, i'm gonna give you one. i've come to the conclusion that it is a hell of a lot easier to believe in heaven than not to. i'm not talking about all of the other baggage that christianity or other religions bring along. i'm just talking about the idea of heaven. because, in that moment, when someone you love has died, it's so much easier to believe that they are "somewhere better." so, i believe in heaven. because it hurts less.