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To this day, I do have some insecurities..such as my height. As to deal with them, you just have to let go of what is holding you back from being happy. You just have to get out there and forget what people think about you. Show them there's more to you than what they see or what they heard about you. The people who are meant to stay by your side will.
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Ahah, does it began with an "a" and end in an "a" cause I would never ever forget it ever again. =P
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Hmm...my first "legit" crush was this girl named Erika. Haha. Wow that was a long time ago, at least we're still friends.
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did you ever think that the girls you were "talking to" thought that you weren't good enough for them in the first place? you talked about being a "player" before which concludes the possibility of girls just not really wanting to bother with you man.
In all honesty, I always thought I was never good enough for any of the girls I talked to in the first place, never in my mind that I thought I was good enough for them. I always had certain doubts and was always thinking twice about it because I always thought why would a girl like them, be talking to someone like me. The scenario of being played out and lead on was always and still is one of the biggest issues for me, it happened to me plenty times before and that made me who I am today especially after being hurt that many times, it makes me think twice about certain girls I talked to. I always played it by heart and let things run it's course. If it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out. I'm young and enjoying my life, I'm not rushing into anything..but if a girl does come around and makes it different for me, there is no doubt in my mind that I would step it up and change for her. Mabye I was never good enough for any of the girls I talked to, I just hope at least once I made an impact in their life especially in a good way, but if it was a bad way I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
About the whole "player" thing, you can ask any people who I am truly closed to. I'm the furthest thing from a player and yeah I may act like it but that doesn't mean anything. The truth is the whole mindset of being a player came from all the times I was hurt and it's a front to keep myself happy, and just so I won't got hurt.
...I would never lie to a girl about my feelings and would never ever play out a girl just because I knew how that felt. Trust me, I would rather have one girl that makes me happy instead of a group of them.
If a girl that I'm feeling ever gave me a chance to prove that...trust me I will but for now. I guess all I got is god, family and my friends. -
Yeah it's crazy..he passed away in a car accident.
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Haha..damn must have been almost three years ago. Can I ask who this is?
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I don't think it's worth all the trouble and confrontation, unless I'm confronted about it first and especially if it's something that is important for me. Besides it does not really matter what people think about it. I get it out of my system and I never look back, but trust people that are close to me know when I get pissed off and that takes alot for me to get mad.
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i'm interested in someone but currently we're not talking. If that makes sense, I'm trying to chill with trying to talk to someone and if it happens, it happens. Best things are unexpected.
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..it's a hobby for us, it's better than us doing something reckless. Personally, it's a stress reliever for me. Working on cars, watching some good anime and dancing makes me feel good inside instead of sitting around the house, bored all day.
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Yeahh, I know..if i don't really know people I tend to keep to myself, but how am I suppose to say hi when I have no idea who you are =P haha.
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Ever since I was younger I've been exposed to the tuner scene. My brothers would bring me to the track to watch races and I would stand around the garage when they were working on their cars. Eventually, as I got older I got more involved with the scene, helping some of my older friends fix their cars. When I finally got my license, I got into it, using every paycheck into my car. It's just relaxing working on the car and especially driving it around, it just a way to get my mind off things and it's even a better feeling when it turns heads at the same time.
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