well, i don't often use the word "handsome" either so i don't expect other people to use it. and i think "cute"/söpö (cute in finnish) is quite unisex word. men can be cute as well 8D "gorgeous" is a word that i don't hear in everyday life so.. i don't know. i don't think those words are that feminine, i actually think that it's quite horrible if someone thinks that "handsome" is the only masculine positive comment one could get :'D

AMEN. for example, yesterday when i was shopping with my sister and we were at H&M's men's section, everytime she said "hey pinja check this out!" i felt like i wanted to die, it was so embarrassing.. i think people already often tend to see me as just tomboy lesbian because well, i'm not very tall, i've got round face and pear shape so it's already very hard to try to hide all those things.and then, after all that effort, someone calls me girl (like my mum does) or someone says "pinja" i just.. come crashing down. every single fucking time. i feel like why do i even bother, i might as well be dead. it's weird to have such strong feelings about something quite small, like i KNOW there are bigger issues in this world than such things, but still.. try to stay strong, okay?<3

kaveri~ 8>

nuthing :--3

hear the alarm bell, go "fuckshitfuckshit", lay in the bed for next 30 minutes, then get up, put the frozen raspberries/strawberries in a bowl, put on clothes, do my hair, mix yogurt with the slightly melted berries and eat a break fast. then it's time to go~

i work at hesburger :--D \m/

crying alone at home, i never thought i'd have such birthday. D: i'm not a big fan of birthdays at all, but it still felt very sad to spend that day feeling so miserable..

for very long time i've always been early but since moving to the center i usually end up being in hurry D: i'm usually just a little late or then right on time and i hate it 8<

kiitos! :--3<3 noh, kyllä mä varmaan jollain tavalla ikuisesti tottelen tota nimeä. 22 vuotta sillä kuitenkin eläny, menee varmaan ainakin seuraavat 22 vuotta ennen ku pää ei enää käänny jos joku sitä nimeä huutaa 8D

heh kiitos<3 :--3 mukava kuulla ! tässäpä tän päivän aikana päivitellä jotain uutta 8D

food, but that needs to stop D:

aw, kiitos<3 8> niinhän se on ! tuntuu aika jännittävältä kerranki tehä asioita mun itseni takia eikä siten miten aattelen, et muut haluis mun tekevän ! i lieks this 8D~

i don't like gyaru-o.. well "at all" is a bit harsh but....... YEA NO THANK YOU. :''D but thank you<3 :---3

thank you for your kind words<3 i wish you the best luck in your life as well and hope things will be alright ! ^w^/<3

thank you<3 ,-, i hope one day i'll learn to live~ but i guess that's kind of the meaning of life, it'd be boring to be "ready" already :3

i'll explain this in the future entries :3

i was so close to write something not so politically correct, but i regret nothing: it was my first thought, no can do 8< (Q would understand and appreciate)

i can only hope that there are good things in your future ! bad sure too, but only so that the good things will feel better~ :--3 at this moment i feel there are great things to come on our way 8>!

thank you so much<3 ,---, i am so relieved and glad to hear people are taking this in such a positive way because i had the feeling i'm letting everyone down 8< but i'm glad i was worrying for nothing!

kiitos<3 ;__; ihanaa kuulla, että sain sen tekstin läpi näkymään oikeat omat tunteeni, joita oon pitäny pääni sisällä liian pitkään ! :--3