because you're not learning shit if it was easy. hang in there! school is the best time to push yourself and your creativity.

we are pretty butterflyz.

you aren't here to live up to anyone's expectations. especially not mine. <3

tsk, vern... you're such a xbb.

RHCP, john mayer, the xx, the beatles, the goo goo dolls, MGMT, adele, but the rest/bulk of it are mostly various trance podcasts.

wo ye ai ni... dmm. HAHAHAHA.

This is so spam.

Do I look like a MacDonalds to you, sir?

Haha. No worries.

HAHA. Wtf, Leon! You sound so confused.

Yes (to a certain large-ish extent).

^_^

Omg, Vern. It's like you don't even need to leave your name I know it's YOU. Like a chronic cough... Where, you know... You just know it's a GODDAMN LOUSY COUGH.

You are indeed very special, Vern. ^_^ I have officially confirmed that.

LOL, Who's this? I'm going there to study for 2 years, then hopefully work there for another couple of years. If everything's in favour of getting a PR then I might not come back... Unless of course, Singapore employers stop hiring so many foreign citizens and want to pay good money to support their own citizens.

Graphic design. (:

LOL. This is a joke.

YOU WAKE UP TOMORROW, AND THEN YOU TELL ME IF YOU DID OR DIDN'T SNACK YET. STOP TRYING TO CHEAT!!

Failure and losing people I care about, I guess. When I think about the future and I imagine it not going the way I need it to turn out, it eats me a little every time.

Hi!

I can't help you, you have to help yourself. All I can do is tell you to relax and stop trying to please everyone else before accepting yourself and focusing on more important things than what people might or might not be thinking. You don't know what's going on in their heads, so don't assume the worst. Be positive, do your own thing, and if other people don't like you for being you, then they're not really worth your time. The key is to be unaffected and not care. But it's really all in your head. And if you know you're not that good at things you wished you were good with, then practice and learn and educate yourself. Know a little about everything, and everything about something.

It's like how someone who claims to like/love you back but treats you like dirt. You don't know why they do, and sometimes it's like you feel they can't help but just be the way they are to you. And some times you ask yourself why they treat other people better than they treat you. They have many opportunities to make you happy, so why so half-fucked about it? What gives them a right to make you feel so disposable? It might have to do with how arrogant or small a person they are. And if you know you're interested with such a person, just don't waste your time. Be smart. You'll regret all that wasted emotional energy someday even if you'd like to be optimistic like me and say 'At least I learnt something from this experience'. Life is too short to have shit experiences.