Sorry in advance if I sound mean, but this pony had enough petting and hugging and needs somebody to seriously ride it (wow, clever pun, clever) instead of being locked in the stable.

My trust in humanity and people is in record-time low due to my background (and my period), so playing Daddy-Long-Legs is not going to help, especially if the person is not 'perfect' when they reveal her/himself, in which case very likely otherwise they would not need to conceal themselves.

Instead of spending the time together to understand our flaws and differences, an immediate revealing and an accumulation of anticipation will bring ultimate disappointment to both you and me.

And even if the person is 'perfect', there is no way for me to give the person back my love, which will bring frustrations to myself. You can suggest me to emancipate such positive feeling of being loved anonymously to other anonymous people, but I don't need that because I am already doing it with the energies of my friends. Meanwhile, the lack of solid love forms a hole in my head, and that's a problem to be solved by direct love not passive love.

The only possibly of a secret admirer redeeming her/himself is if the anonymous gifts are as important as saving my family from a war zone or something like that. Then I will love them regardless of who they are, for sure.

So come reveal yourself, for we can spend much quality time together, than us being stuck in our bedrooms on Saturday nights wondering how the others were doing, like being stuck in their bedrooms.