I honestly don't know, I would guess disappointed for the most part.
10 year old me, had just become ill with Fibro/m.e (and I guess that's when the eating disorder started to worsen too), I can't imagine i'd ever of thought I'd still be ill 9 years later, and still with no medical support. I also doubt I'd of realised the effects of past trauma would still be effecting me to the extent that they do now.