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Well then I'd like to thank you once again. Things are getting better here, but there's a part of me that feels like i'm being eaten at slowly. The impulse to burst into tears is gone, but now instead I occasionally feel like I will fall to my knees. College isn't all it's cracked up to be. No hot men coming up to me either. So that's that. Once again, the only things keeping me here are friends and family contributions.
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Hmmmm....that's very nice of you to say...VERY nice considering how I've been feeling at UCSD. I don't know why people can't be good and decent like me, I've been emotional for the past two days, I'm starting to think I'm bipolar but I don't want to get diagnosed. There are so many things wrong with me, you have no idea, but everyone has a flaw(s) they have to work with. I hope I meet more good and decent people!
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Well sorry for the late reply. Hmmm have you seen me flaunt my package? If you have then you should consider yourself lucky. I am a quarter black after all ;D Do you think I wear it to show off to people? You know, if you ask I might just show you more than the outline.
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Hanes Boxer-briefs? Affordable and comfortable. And like friends/a bra, they offer great support. Too incomeless to go for the "gay brands" of underwear.
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In five years I want to be done with school and with my perspective set on finding ways for me to start my own office/work for an office. Definitely want to be done with any student debt that I may have so I won't have to worry about that. I'll go back to live with my parents/get a few friends together to get an apartment, but I think it would be better to move back with my parents as Rick and Amanda might still need me in their lives. I can't say that I'll have a boyfriend mainly because when I think of that, it always starts out happy and ends badly, so maybe not a boyfriend. Coming out is a never ending process for me and for most people that are gay, but I hope by now my family would be able to completely accept me and say, "So, did you get a boyfriend yet?" and I'll say, "Mom/Dad! It will happen when it will happen." And that will be something that will perpetually give me happiness. I also want to play an active role in my local LGBTQIA (and however long the acronym will be at that time) organization and work to help teenagers struggling with their own sexual identification. But like I said at orientation, people shouldn't have to conform and they should only have to answer to themselves. If that could be achieved, that would be a wonderful thing. Right now I'm not thinking of marriage, but in five years, I hope to be able to marry in any state that I want to (a very lofty goal I know). With a job, I want to be able to pay for the things I want and give my parents and siblings gifts like my sister has done. And while my parents have nothing to say when it comes to my older sister, I have to say that she's a role model like no other. My sister has probably shaped me more than anyone I know. In five years, I just hope that my family remains happy and healthy. It's all I can really ask for. But in five years, I'll be myself and I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.
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I don't know if that's a sufficient response to what you put me through. I gave you a chance. Friendship. That's what I gave you. And what did you give me in return? Nothing. I'm not a petty person when it comes to mistakes. I forgive and forget easily. But after forgiving and forgetting so many times, I can't do it anymore, at least not for you. "lots of things r going on" doesn't cut it for me. I need to know why you felt that I didn't deserve an answer. Why? Is what I kept asking myself. I didn't deserve what you did to me, I never did anything wrong to you. I considered you my friend and I trusted you, but the thing is, you betrayed my trust so many times and you can't even tell me why you left me at the pier without an answer. I know that if my friends did not come to my assistance then I would've hated you for the rest of my life. My first time being stood up by anyone, and it wasn't even a date. This is the reason I can't trust anyone that I meet online, even if they live in the same city as I do. You can ask me what you can do to make up for it, but you've done that before. Other times I just brushed it off and said "oh it's ok" but I can't say that this time. I shouldn't have to waste my time and energy with someone who treats me like nothing. What do you want from me?
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If by love you mean friend love then yes. I love all of my friends. Love is infinite, you can always make more when you need it.
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Great question Kelvin. The ending of this school year was anti climatic for me. I've waited so long for this moment and when it came, I reacted as though it were any other day, any other ceremony. But it wasn't. It was our graduation. I saw some people cry, others just remained the same (I was one of them). It still didn't hit me that high school is over. I'm aware that im going to be in college next year, but the loss hasn't been apparent to me yet. Maybe because get to see my friends every week. Or maybe because I've already said my goodbyes 2 years ago when I moved away. That moment was more definitive than graduation. I wanted to get pictures with everyone, but I thought, if they were that important to me, I would've gotten pictures with them ages ago, and so I left the school. I remember walking arm in arm with Julia and saying, "Last time we'll walk down these hallways together." But the moment did not meet up to the phrase. It was the last time for many things, but it also reflects the first times during freshmen year. Maybe I'm not disappointed in the ending. Maybe I'm just disappointed in myself.
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Well when I saw this I was going to put, "Sorry I failed to respond to your question in a prompt manner. What's that?". But then I 'urbandictionaried' it...Do you mean what I think you mean? If you're a girl, no...Guy, when? Ummm I'm going to need a history of your sexual encounters, both unexpected and planned. No I kid about the history part, and about the when part, but maybe a BRIEF history. But geez, I didn't know that I am an effable person. Nor did I know I possessed sexual appeal. I guess I am quite hot right? Hahahaha. Well to truly answer your question, I don't think I would have casual sex with anybody whose face I do not know. An introduction is in order, followed by a period of seduction, infatuation, and then dedication. I know, too high maintenance right? Well that is why all the guys run away from me. It's not because I'm black. Hmmm...maybe being black is part of it.
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Considering this was placed at 1am I am assuming that it refers to the Saturday after prom. Well there was a Statistics study session that I couldn't go to because my car was seized, but then I went and retrieved it so I could attend my best friend's battle of the bands in la palma. It was really fun and I got to meet my other best friend's secret lover (not really a secret anymore) but yeah. I am currently in my underwear because I refuse to completely wake up. My day is just beginning!
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America! Hello and NO! No one can compare to Le and you know that. She's one of a kind. She's the Piglet to my Pooh. The sweet to my honey. The best to my friend. The UC to my SD. And I "want you to make" her feel like she's "he only girl in the world. Like" she's "the only one that you'll ever love." Give her what she deserves America, your love.
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Whaat? Was kind of surprised when my email told me someone asked me a question. Went on and I see the question "What do you do during Formspring's downtime?" asked by Formspring. And I'm like, you emailed me to tell me that Formspring asked me a question.....? -__- But right under it was this question.
Hello stranger. Welcome to my not very frequently visited Formspring where I answer any and all questions presented to me by anyone in the world!!! Well to start with the answer to your question, I will ask some of my own. Thank you? Are you male? Are you attractive? Do you have a good personality? Do you like being naked?
The last question I don't really need an answer to unless you look like My Vo, but all joking aside, I do not usually go for underclassmen. Maybe because I haven't met any underclassmen that appeal to me enough physically, emotionally, mentally, everythingally. You can try, trying doesn't hurt and I have a really open mind. Actually, I strongly suggest that you try, unless of course you're a girl, a which point it's already game over, sorry =/ -
Pat. I haven't met another real 'Pat' all the other Pats I've met were either Patty, Patricia, or Patrick. I hate it when people call me Patrick. That's not my name. That's not my name.
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What day it is and what I have to look forward to. Just so I have something to hang in front of my face to get me through the day. Monday=Nothing, Tuesday=Glee, V, Raising Hope, Hellcats, Wednesday=No 6th, Thursday=Vampire Diaries, Nikita, Friday=No 6th, Friend Friday, Weekend
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Pat
Santa Ana/Westminster, CA
Pat’s Bio
My name is Pat. Just Pat.
