I don't think bipolar disorder holds me back from anything that I'd "like to do" - it simply makes things harder to cope with...

I'd be a different mother to my children. I'd be a different fiance to Mike. I'd treat my family differently and wouldn't bash them for everything they do (even though half the time it really IS that bad).

I honestly believe I'd be a completely different person - I think that's why it scares me, and tons of others to get help because once you're treated, you have no idea who you are going to end up.