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How do you feel about the concept of 'fitting in'? Personally, while people are meant to be social beings, I find the whole thing overrated and destructive to someone's potential growth, especially when they're young and still figuring themselves out
I agree.
Aside from following laws of course, I see no real reason to "fit in" socially (unless of course that is truly what one wishes to do, or if they natrually align that way). I have noticed a trend... society actually does like those who don't try to fit in, eventually. Sometimes society will begin copying a unique person (usually a celebrity that is being unique or standing out), and then it becomes commonplace. So in reality, it's better to not fit in if you want to be popular (not always, but, it can happen, lol). :) Even if no one else likes you or likes what you do (or doesn't care), we only have one life to live, and we should be living it the way we want without the stress of "what will other people think about this/me."
So in both cases (society liking those who don't fit in, and society NOT liking those who don't fit in), I can only see the good side.
In the case of Japan, it is very clear how trying too hard to fit in can be destructive to ones self (and sometimes it hurts everyone when too many people are being this way). I think Japan is changing though, I think in a few years it won't be like that anymore. America has it's own set of problems. They are a little less obvious when it comes to this particular issue, so I'm not exactly sure I know how I feel about it for us here.
I don't know a lot about other cultures aside from America and Japan, and a little bit about the UK... but I assume that fitting in can be an issue everywhere. I think the happiest nations have a balance of it's citizens being unique and going their own way, but also, in small ways, fitting in and respecting one another and how we are all different. :) -
What do you wish you were better at?
Formspring question of the day
Dedicating myself to something and working hard at it - professionally. I think personally I have been improving upon this, but when it comes to work I fall very short. A combination of laziness and a lack of self-confidence and fear of failure due to a case of never actualized perfectionism holds me back a lot. Guilt and constant bouts of regret cause me to not move past it.
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What is the strangest thing anyone has said to you at work?
Definitely not strange if you knew the guy, but my favorite thing at my last job was when a bunch of us were at Chili's, and my good friend, one Mr. Tony Colacchio, was staring intently out the window for a good sixty seconds. Squinting his eyes as if he were trying to look at something off in the distance.
When I asked him what he was looking at, he said:
"I thought I saw a UFO, but it was just a streetlight." -
What are your thoughts on Justin Bieber?
I have a limited number of thoughts in my head, and I'm not allocating any of them to Justin Bieber.
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sink atlantis
Our airship blasted out of the water with a sharp jolt, shedding water quickly and disorienting me for a few seconds. Outside was a veritable fireworks display of heavy artillery trading back and both between the mothership and the remaining Human Coalition forces. The constant blasts from both sides flickered in the night sky, acting as a strobe light illuminating the battlefield, slowly revealing the deadly dance the two sides were entangled in. I watched as our two sister airships broke free of the water and lined up in formation beside us.
The Coalition ships on the water were employing a massive barrage of concussive blasts on Atlantis with no apparent effect, the limit of Humanity's current technological achievements rearing its ugly head in its final hours. Atlantis responded in kind with a mixture of laser- and kinetic-based weaponry which was dealing far heavier losses to its mortal opposition. A few of the Coalition ships managed to maintain their magnetic barriers which shielded against the light-based laser weapons, but couldn't stop the slower, projectile-based shells from the turrets lining Atlantis's underside.
As our airship arced further into the darkening sky, a large Coalition warship exploded sending a huge fireball skyward and giving us our first true glimpse of Atlantis. "Fifty miles wide" doesn't sound large when looking at a map, but up close and personal, finally realizing this was a manufactured piece of technology, really brought it to a whole new level. The entire structure was circular, floating around a mile above the Gulf of Mexico's warm waters. A large spire jutted down from the bottom of the center, piercing the Gulf and making Atlantis look like a giant top.
This much we had already known about it. With Earth's satellites down and most of the land-based Internet relays severed, it was nearly impossible to transmit data from one place to another, so there was no good imagery of Atlantis. As we rocketed up past its lower shell, we finally laid eyes on its upper surface.
All along the edges of the entire structure were giant towers spaced a mile apart, linked via glowing blue channels. These channels spun and spun further into the very core of the upper disk where they converged into one large caldera brimming with blue light.
As we circled the perimeter, the towers themselves began to light up one by one, the blue channels widening and brightening in response. The caldera went from a simmering blue to a brightness equal to the Sun in a span of seconds.
I shielded my eyes as a gusting wind gained momentum outside, working our small ship's inertial dampeners to their full potential. Moments later, a massive wave of white light erupted from the caldera and into the sky, lighting the entire battlefield, dispersing clouds, and turning the dark night into day. A shockwave emanating from the blast hit our airship, killing our power and sending us hurtling wildly towards the surface of Atlantis.
We braced ourselves for the impact and I watched as the surface spiraled closer and closer until we smashed into the ground, the windows exploding into tiny pieces of shrapnel and the entire cockpit of the ship collapsing into itself. I blacked out for a few seconds, but regained consciousness and slowly climbed out of my seat.
I ran up to what was left of the cockpit and had to turn my head away in disgust. There was nothing and no one that could be salvaged up there. I saw movement from the back and saw Reg slowly lift out of his chair holding his head, his wild, white hair encrusted with red. I rushed over to check his wound. It was fortunately nothing more than a bad bump and I gave him a reassuring pat on the back. It was a boon he survived as I don't think I'd be able to do this alone.
We grabbed our helmets and packs and kicked madly at the crumpled side door a few times before it fell open. As I walked outside, I saw the stream of light emanating from the caldera seeping into the upper atmosphere, beginning to encompass the entire globe. I stopped short and Reg ran into my back and started to complain before he looked up to the sky.
The reports were right. The Atlanteans had been making small-scale strikes on our major cities for months, wiping out the populace and erecting small-range biodomes of a breathable helium atmosphere for their extraterrestrial dinosaur physiology. But that was just the precursor for this, the real attack.
They're planning to terraform the entirety of Earth and eradicate all of those who are indigenous to this planet.
I held my breath close. We only had one shot at this. I looked around and didn't see our sister ships. I held onto the brief hope that maybe they weren't affected by the EMP, or if they were, they landed close enough to their target zones to still be effective.
Surprisingly, the surface was organic. I expected it to be a metal of some sort, but it felt like walking on a worn mountain path. I looked around our surroundings and saw the large opening a hundred feet off. We quickly made our way over to the entrance, moderately aware that there was no noticeable resistance on the surface, in stark contrast to the underside of Atlantis.
I approached the door looking for a handle of some sort and, finding none, attempted to kick it in with little to show for it. Reg tapped me on the shoulder and directed my attention upward. Only when I looked up did I see the root of the problem: The advance forces that had taken our cities were all ground troops, built for mobility, and that typically wound up being various types of raptors or other dinosaurs that were roughly human-height. It hadn't crossed my mind in a long while that there are plenty of other, larger species involved in this war. But it would sure explain why the only noticeable markings were a good fiften feet off the ground.
So I tried the only thing I could come up with on short notice. I grabbed my pack in both hands and swung it up into the air near the markings on the door, hoping beyond hope that it was an automated sensor of some sort. A small rumble shot through my feet and we were met with the slowly grinding gears of the door sliding open. I nearly forgot to catch my pack on the way back down. We slowly shuffled through the entrance.
It felt like we were in the middle of a South American jungle. The humidity weighed down on us like a heavy blanket and all the walls and floors were damp. The walls were lined with earth and the ceilings hung in great leafy filaments. There were no real hallways as the floor was covered with all manner of trees and shrubs and other flora. It made a lot of sense for them. I just hoped it would make sense for us.
I pulled a small tablet from my pack which contained the approximate area where the controls would be located. It was roughly a half mile from our current position, not bad all things considered. But whether it would be a straight shot or not we had to find out on our own.
I began to walk and was promptly dumped on my ass as the entire floor trembled beneath my feet. Did they simulate tectonics in here, too?! No, that was something from outside. Perhaps the Coalition had finally been able to accomplish something meaningful in the defense of Humanity. Or maybe one of the other teams had managed to find the surface resistance we didn't. I got back to my feet, trying not to think of the latter, and made my way through some hanging vines with Reg right behind me.
We walked for nearly half an hour towards the destination, slowly making our way through the wilderness of their helium jungle. We had yet to run into any resistance or even seen another being on the ship. I supposed it was possible it was unmanned and controlled remotely, but it seemed foolhardy of them to entrust their entire trump card to fate.
We were making our way through a grassy clearing when we finally found our resistance. I heard something like a branch snap followed by a loud grunt and spun around in time to see a large, armored triceratops bearing down on us. His horns began to glow as I grabbed Reg and sprinted towards a large rock-like structure in the middle of the clearing, ducking behind it just as two big bolts of laser tore through the ground behind us.
Reg pulled his blaster out of his pack and circled around to the other side of the structure, yelling and taking shots to draw our enemy's attention. I dropped my pack to the ground and grabbed some grenades from the strap around my chest and looked out at the clearing. Reg had succeeded in drawing him in the other direction and the triceratops now had his back to me.
I raced out from behind cover as Reg flung a smoke grenade into the clearing. I flipped the infrared visor down on my helmet as the smoke filled the clearing, disorienting the triceratops. "An old man once told me," I yelled, sliding in front of the triceratops, "that Dodongo dislikes smoke!" I stuffed the grenades into his mouth and ripped the pins out. I scrambled back to my feet and dove towards Reg as the grenades exploded through the dinosaur's skull, rendering him inert and slamming me into the ground.
I peeled myself up off the grass as Reg ran over, a wide grin plastered on my face. Reg ran over and reached his hand down to help pull me up. I grabbed it just as I saw a great, white horn emerge from his chest, dripping purplish blood. His grip on my hand loosened as he looked down at the horn protruding from his ribcage. He tried to take hold of it but the triceratops shook his head and flung Reg away, roaring loudly and bringing up its heel to stomp on my head.
Not given time to mourn, I hesitated a moment to recollect myself and was only barely able to spin out from under the triceratops's heel. Reg's blaster had fallen to the ground and I managed to grab it and unload multiple shots into the triceratops's exposed belly, ripping gaping holes open and spilling his entrails onto the ground.
I stared at the corpse, breathing heavily for awhile before I dropped the blaster and ran over to Reg. He was breathing shallowly when I got there. I went to speak and put his hand up and shook his head, smiling. "Since when was I an old man?" he sputtered. He handed me his pack and nodded his head and smiled at me before he lost consciousness forever. I struggled to swallow and breathe for a few minutes as I sat on the ground, alone.
I collected myself and got back up to see I had more company. All the commotion had attracted quite the crew, but they were being more cautious now that we had dispatched a couple of them. I counted one more triceratops, two stegosauruses, a tyrannosaur and three raptors, all heavily armed.
I didn't stand a chance.
But as luck would have it, no one stood much of anything. A faraway explosion shook the ground lightly and the entire ship began to tilt. It was slow at first and I took advantage of the confusion to duck into the clearing's neighboring tangle of forest. The tilting then grew much faster, sloping down from 5 to 75 degrees within the span of about ten seconds. I grabbed the trunk of a tree and wrapped myself around it as I watched the dinosaurs slide through the clearing as if they'd been slicked up with oil.
This could only mean one thing. One of the other teams had succeeded in blowing the first control center and disabling part of Atlantis's internal anti-gravity mechanics.
The tilting finally stopped around 80 degrees and began to correct itself. We had expected there to be some redundancy in their systems, though, and knew that no less than two control centers being taken offline would do the job. My job, now. The dinosaurs in the clearing were long gone, and I was able to clamber my way uphill as the tilting slowly corrected itself.
Reg's body was gone, as were the blaster I had dropped and my own pack. I couldn't find the table in Reg's pack, so I was flying blind, now. But I remembered the general direction I had to head and we were nearly there already. I pulled myself slowly up through the clearing, faster and faster as the angle flattened out.
I burst through the other end of the clearing, which ended in a steep drop. I tumbled down the slope and skidded to a halt just outside of another, smaller clearing. This one, however, was filled with blinking lights and consoles and what looked to be actual technology.
It was also filled with dinosaurs.
There was no time to play it soft and loose, now, so I search for the only weapon I had left. I set Reg's pack on the ground and pulled out a small cluster of cube-like objects. I began to set it up and flip some switches when I heard a loud grunting noise behind me and a laser blast buried itself in the ground next to me. I stopped still but managed to sneak the cube cluster into my palm as I turned around slowly, raising my hands.
I was surrounded by a group of four dinosaurs, all with weapons trained on me, and all heavily armed. "Clever girls," I said as I turned to face them. Their faces did something akin to souring at my words and the stegosaurus who appeared to be their leader bellowed some words and their weapons began to power up.
I took a breath and activated the cube cluster, praying to every God I could conjure up. The cluster emitted a low hum and a light blue bubble quickly expanded from its center. The dinosaurs all began gasping and choking, their weapons falling from their hands. The stegosaurus wildly slammed its tail into two of the other dinosaurs and smashed his head into a nearby tree trunk while flailing and attempting to escape the suffocation. The others just fell to the ground, unable to breathe any further.
While the Coalition had a hard time of stopping the Atlantean incursion, they had managed to procure certain pieces of their technology when they were successful. One of these was the biodome, the small-scale terraforming device that was employed to cover a ten- or fiften-mile radius on the surface. What I held in my palm was a single-sized serving of the biodome, tuned to create a human-breathable oxygen atmosphere with a radius of 100 feet and a lifespan of about 30 minutes on a good day.
A trump card, indeed, but this was its first real test in a non-oxygen atmosphere. I think I'd consider this a success.
I grabbed on of the dead dinosaur's laser blasters and headed into the clearing. I saw a mass of tangled wires and electronics. Looking around at all the various consoles and connections, I couldn't make heads or tails of it. This was vastly different from the technology the Atlanteans employed on Earth.
I tried to imagine what the other team must have done in order to disable their control center. And that's when I realized: It's the same as we've always done. I leveled the blaster at all the blinking consoles and organic cables and let loose with my finger trigger.
The ground below me rocked back and forth, knocking me to the ground as the electronics exploded in cascading fury. The interior lighting of Atlantis went dark and I felt that sick feeling in my stomach. The kind you get when you've reached the pinnacle of a roller coaster and are about to drop back down to Earth.
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What movie can you watch again and again and never get sick of?
Formspring question of the day
Totoro or Howl's Moving Castle.
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Where would you like to spend your retirement?
In Japan or France. I'm not sure which yet...
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How many languages do you speak?
English, fluently. Japanese, intermediate. French, beginner-intermediate. Sicilian, vaguely. 4? But I am interested in Korean and Chinese.
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What's the secret to happiness?
You are the secret to your own happiness. Accepting yourself and the circumstances which can happen just by living. Learning from those circumstances and seeing the glimmer of light in every bad day is realizing that life isn't so bad after all.
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Who's your favorite Disney character?
Formspring question of the day
Belle, Bambi and Thumper *and his girlfriend, she was so cute!*, Robin Hood and think that's it.
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What simple fact do you wish more people understood? Why is that?
When you're on an escalator or walking up or down stairs, stay to the right if you're standing still or walking slow. Some of us like to actually walk up escalators or run up stairs. Nothing more annoying than being blocked by someone standing in the middle or a bag placed on the left or two people standing side by side talking. Ugh.
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escape the cafe
The rain outside patters gently on the windows as I wait for my order to be filled. Despite the rain, the streets are teeming with people on errands. The streets are always busy. The barista calls my name and I spin around and grab my Grande Hot Chocolate, the perfect drink for a cold winter day. I find an unoccupied table and flop down in the chair.
I take a short sip of my steaming beverage and my tongue is burned slightly by the heat of the liquid. I don't particularly care. I set the cup down and rub my hands together for warmth, then lean back and stretch my arms, stifling a yawn. I hate mornings.
That's when the earth shakes and the air cracks. The cafe's patrons stand in silence, each trying to reconcile it in their heads. There wasn't enough time before it happened again, though. Closer this time. Before anyone had a chance to react, it was already on top of us.
The windows explode and I barely avoid a face-full of glass by ducking my head. My ears dulled, I vaguely hear screams seemingly in the distance. My breath quickens and I slowly glance outside. There are no longer people on the street; several large, metallic cylinders are speared into the pavement. Flashing lights strobe around a few circular holes on their outer hulls.
"Spa-," a man near the door stutters, not quite wanting to believe what he's seeing. "Space dinosaurs!" Panic permeates the cafe. The patrons and baristas are all trying to make their way through the tiny doors that are the only noticeable exit.
They all have the wrong idea. The dinosaurs have been doing this long enough that they know how predictable we as a species have become. There are only a few exits for any given building and few humans are able to exit any other way. They just stand at the entrances for easy pickings - no need to demolish buildings and lay waste to the territory they want to claim.
The sound of people's panic is only challenged by the sound of laser-based weaponry. The more the weapons fire, the less panic there is. I'm kneeling near my table, underneath the windows. I can't be seen from the entrance, but it's only a matter of time before they sweep the building for stragglers. It's a modern blessing that they decided not to destroy our internet from the get-go; it's enabled anyone who actually wishes to survive to be able to read up and learn various space dinosaur survival tactics.
Rule #1? Let 'em get the other guys first.
The pods they fly down in are one-way devices only meant to hold small squadrons of two or three soldiers. That's usually more than enough to handle any modern building while they wait for the main force to enter the atmosphere and take position over the city. Fortunately, this also means that it's not impossible for a smart and strong-willed human to survive.
These dinosaurs, being of the space variety, aren't actually from Earth. They look like our dinosaurs and sound like our dinosaurs, but that's about where the similarities end. They don't breath our atmosphere so they need to wear special suits while they attack. After they conquer a city, they'll erect a special biodome that terraforms the surrounding areas into a livable and breathable helium environment for themselves. But until that happens, it's one of the only advantages humans have.
Both the lasers and the screams have almost completely died down by now. I spot one other person, a young man barely out of his teens, ducking down behind the counter. Our eyes meet and I can see he's not afraid. I reach into my back pocket and pull out my butterfly knife and nod to him. He produces a small hunting knife of his own and signals back.
We both slowly move forward, keeping behind cover, to get a look at the exit. Bodies are piled all around it, making it difficult for our enemies to gain entrance. There are only two outside our building and they seem to be cajoling each other with various tales of space conquest and not actually clearing the building. As as an added bonus, both of their backs are turned. They've gotten complacent and it disappoints me a little.
My companion and I sneak our way to each side of the exit. We glance outside, then look back at each other. I hold up three fingers and slowly count down to zero. We jump through the exit, knives in hands, and onto the backs of the space dinosaurs waiting outside.
My knife skills haven't come fully around yet, and I make an awkward first swipe at the breathing tube connecting the dinosaur's helmet to his helium supply. It gives him a second to spin around and I nearly lose my grip. My second swing hits home and severs the tube, releasing helium hissing into the atmosphere. The dinosaur thrashes and lets out a low scream, but slowly succumbs to our nitrogen and oxygen and stops moving.
My new friend has managed to easily fell his target, as well. I start walking over to him when a laser blast screams past my ear and hits him straight in the chest, ripping it apart with explosive force.
Shit, a third! I should have been more careful.
I quickly somersault behind the body of one of the downed dinosaurs, searching for its weapon. I hear a few more laser blasts, but they're all off target. I hear the loud stomps as the dinosaur comes closer, looking for me. I can hear its breath a few paces away as a few more searching blasts hit nearer and nearer.
Bingo. My hand finds the laser blaster and, with a couple heavy tugs, frees it from the dead dino's grasp. Another laser blast misses my head by a half a foot. He's finally found me. Too late for him, though. I spin onto my back and point the laser at the dinosaur's visor.
"Today, you DINO in Hell!" I shout as I pull the trigger, shattering his visor and exposing him to our Earthly elements. He collapses as he suffocates and I lie on my back trying to gain my own breath back.
I only give myself a few seconds. There will be more nearby and I have a long way to go if I want to find freedom. -
If you could be a voice talent (any language) for any famous cartoon, what would it be, and which character?
Oh you gave me an easy one. Ranma 1/2. Shampoo. *o*
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If you could be a voice talent (any language) for any famous cartoon, what would it be, and which character?
Wow, that's a great question! I...honestly have no idea! Just for fun, I think it would be awesome to play a really cheesy villainess type of character...like maybe Kodachi Kuno from Ranma 1/2. Then I'd get to break out my "OH HO HO HO~!" laugh! :D
Natsuki
los angeles
Natsuki’s Bio
I'm 30, professional web & graphic designer, married, have one child. I collect manga and dolls. I am forever learning japanese.




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