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haha well thanks! i think my legs look gross but ahh i love those boots. truth be told i just wanted to change it from a photo of me and my ex. <333
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it's hard to pinpoint how long. sorry.
ive been purging for almost 5 years and restricting on and off for a little while longer (but by that i mean skipping meals when i could and not counting calories). i've been counting seriously for around 10 months i guess. around november i got sick and put on a lot of weight because i was bed ridden for a couple months as well as a week in hospital where nurses get angry at you not eating the food even though you aren;t there for an eating disorder. wow, i'm rambling. anyway i recorded my high weight in november and have been restricting since then. and after this week i'm sure i'm not at your goal weight anymore. xx -
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lucky you, i get asked about them. one of them has been blistering lately, should be fun thinking up an excuse for that one. please guys, don't purge
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sure thing. brace yourself, it's kinda long.
just to let you know, lots of the songs are just ones that i know the words to because mouthing the words along is a good way to lose track of time and not realize how long you've been going :) some of these songs are really lame but they're really catchy and good to follow. don't take this as an indication of my music taste :P
do you feel - the rocket summer
break it out - the rocket summer
i was so alone - the rocket summer
around the clock - the rocket summer
cross my heart - the rocket summer
missed the boat - modest mouse
ok, it's alright with me - eric hutchinson
sweet november - tegan and sara
all for you - the secret handshake
hospital beds (cover) - florence and the machine
lay it down - peter bjorn and john
i am not a robot - marina and the diamonds
take a bow - glee
gold digger - glee
outside villanova - eric hutchinson
sweet disposition (cover) - ellie goulding
everythings gonna be ok - brittani louise taylor
wake up exhausted - tegan and sara
poor little rich boy - regina spektor
never say never - the fray
no such thing - john mayer
i'm not calling you a liar - florence and the machine
519 - matt wertz
braille - regina spektor
little lion man - mumford and sons
kiss with a fist - florence and the machine
that time - regina spektor
love affair - regina spektor
oedipus - regina spektor
she aint got no money in the bank - swizz beatz
almost everything - wakey wakey
you found me - the fray
pursuit of happiness (remix) - steve aoki & kid cudi
warp - bloody beetroots
bloc party helicopter (remix) - steve aoki
d.a.n.c.e justice (remix) - steve aoki
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if you're talking about the picture that someone just sent me a link to, totally isn't me :P if not, thanks! haha. i go all over the place. average is maybe 400? not too sure
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i think it would work if you're able to stick to it. thanks so much! :)
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because i tend to have really terrible days where i lose control. as bad as they are, i think they kick start my metablolism a little
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thanks for that, she looks amazing
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that's a great point, but i don't think people would find it unless they themselves were looking at 'ed blogs'. most of my friends have talked openly about being completely oblivious to what they are so i think it'll be ok. i use different emails etc so unless they somehow find them and google them hopefully they won't see anything. thanks for caring <3
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thinspo is anything really that inspires you to lose weight/maintain control. a plateau is where your body gets used to what you're doing so you stop losing weight or stop losing it as fast as you were before. hope that helps xx
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my parents would lose it. they've tried to convince a doctor that i don't eat but i had him on my side (if that makes sense) and he pulled them out of the room to remove the pressure and asked if there was anything i wanted to let out. i convinced him i was ok and he put it down to an anxiety disorder and since then they've eased off. my boyfriend already knows about my purging and although he wishes that i would stop he also tries to understand and doesn't pass judgement. he asks a lot of questions and approaches it very delicately, so i'd like to think he'd be there for me but he reminds me every time we go out that i haven't eaten and has physically put food in my mouth before so who knows. if you're asking if he'd leave me, i don't think he would. i hope he wouldn't. none of my friends know about it
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it's called the skinny girl diet. each day had a different calorie limit. i think it's meant to keep your metabolism guessing to stop you from reaching a plateau
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i can't make your meal plan, sorry. i have way too much going on and don't know your tastes, available food, bmr etc..
sorry :(
if you're looking for ideas for low calories mealsi posted a few the other day
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