Hello slaveisabelle,
I do not believe in the word "perfect". I actually think it is counter productive. Everyone is unique. Every relationship is individual. If you are happy, if you have a fulfilling relationship that is what matters in my opinion.

Be true to who you are, in the relationship you have and that will be perfect.

Thank you!

Hello ExperimentalMe,
Happy New Year.
I definitely have a wider palate now, absolutely. I appreciate a wide variety of food that I never liked as a child including meat. I went approximately 12 years without eating any meat, no poultry, nothing red or white or fish even. As I aged I grew to appreciate it even though I am still not a huge meat eater. I also liked more vegetables. I still do not like the majority of spices, garlic and pepper is pretty much all I ever want but I am open to learn and try. And what about you? What do you enjoy now that you never did? Or is there something you once really liked but have no desire to consume now?

Thank you!

Hello ExperimentalMe,
For being kind. :)

Thank you!

Hello suzyreadyforyou,
I was not "freaked out" by the actual tattoo. I did take a great deal of time considering if having His mark was what I really, truly, genuinely wanted and after great contemplation I knew it was what I wanted and what Master wanted. The tattoo hurt, it was mechanical and technical but afterwards I was in awe and felt a high I have never experienced before.

I feel close to Master in a way I never had before and part of that is because of the decision to be marked forever.

Thank you!

Hello suzyreadyforyou,
The time with our previous pet was an experience and I have no regrets. We do still visit; however, I generally do not interact in a play like manner. I think I have swatted her backside once or twice but other than that no. Our previous pet and I basically just visit, talk or sit quietly watching movies together.

Thank you!

Hello suzyreadyforyou,
Okay I must confess I chuckled, outright chuckled when I read your question. I pretty much live by this motto: "I have visited pussytown but I am a citizen of Cocktropolis".

I do not believe I have the right to say I am bisexual because I can not see myself ever in a "love" relationship with a woman nor can I imagine myself with another woman on my own - only ever with Master.

Labels disable. I am who I am. :)

As for wanting to play with women - they are not men. They are entirely different and inflicting pain on a female just arouses me, incredibly so.

Thank you!

Hello suzyreadyforyou,
Master uses my ass cunt whenever he chooses. Some months that is often other times not so much. It really depends on his mood and desires.

Thank you!

Hello suzyreadyforyou,
Oh heavens, no. Every now and then I am able to deep throat Master but I have much to learn. I wish I could do it all the time but I have failed practicing and I need to do just that.

Thank you!

Hello suzyreadyforyou,
My desire to have a toy has fluctuated and changed constantly over the past 7 years. At this particular moment I would very much enjoy expressing and learning about my sadistic tendencies. I feel if I were able to unlock those desires I would feel free to experience other lusts.

The concept and the actuality of having an additional person in a relationship is scary and we certainly have experienced highs and lows; still in the end I believe it is worth it and I personally have so much I wish to experience.

Thank you!

Hello suzyreadyforyou,
I try to avoid giving advice simply because every person is different. With that said I will share with you a best practice: listen to your stomach speak. If the hairs on the back of your neck begin to prickle, listen to the sensation. Do not force yourself to accept pain if it at all leaves you sad. Go slow and be honest with whomever you engage with.
Have fun!
Thank you!

Hello suzyreadyforyou,
Overall, no I rarely can take the pain Master can dish out. I have surprised myself as well as Master from accepting pain that he did not think I could endure. He has made my ass bright red and he has left marks on my thighs but that is incredibly rare, maybe 4 times in 7 years. My goal is to take as much pain as He wishes me to experience. That does take training.

Thank you!

Hello suzyreadforyou,

I must tell you I think your handle is very cute. Thank you so much for the generous compliments. Please do not waste too much of your time reading through all my ramblings. Should you come across an entry and have questions or comments please feel free to ask/tell.

I wish you all the best on your journey. Good luck.

Thank you!

Hello breastbunny,
Oh I have absolutely craved fucking a woman. The act itself, as in wearing a strap on and just pounding into a female cunt. I do not think of her ass cunt oddly enough but yes I have craved thrusting into an eager slut. I have not had this desire for a very long time though. As for a different man, a man who is not my Master; absolutely not. I have not even thought of another man inside of me since being owned by Master. The idea just seems absurd to me. Maybe one day but not yet.

Thank you!

Hello breatbunny,
You seem to be interested in a specific topic tonight.

Personally I do not believe there is ever a reason to cheat. I am not here to monitor other peoples choices, only my own. I do not feel it is acceptable behaviour nor do I encourage such actions.

We all live our lives the way we think is best. For me, cheating is not the best way to live mine.

Thank you!

Hello breastbunny,
You appear to slink out from darkness every now and then but never stick around. I wonder why that is?

As for your question, no, I would not consider it cheating if Master had sex with you because I would know about it and would be involved. Truly this is the only way it would happen.

Of course if I was not aware then yes, it would be considered a sexual affair.

Thank you!

Hello breastbunny,
I have answered this before; however, I shall do so again for you and in the process answer the other three questions regarding the same topic.

I am definitely monogamous. I would be more than happy if I spent the rest of my life being sexual with only Master. I am absolutely a one on one kind of person and although engaging with others can be fun it is definitely not something I need nor often desire. I get so much pleasure from Master I can not even imagine looking at someone else for it.

Although I have engaged with others on a sexual level I am not poly in any way. My heart and love are with Master only and at this point in my life so are all my sexual desires and urges.

Hope that answers your question.

Thank you!

Hello Hismarie,
If I know ahead of time I will give myself an enema as well stretch my ass cunt with a plug so that Master has easy access. If I do not know ahead of time Master simply takes what he wants without any preparation and that in itself is pleasing to Master.

Thank you!

Hello SirDavesBelle,
I am thankful for change and the ability to make it, be a part of it and learning to embrace it. I am also thankful for patience and forgiveness. My life is very blessed.

Thank you!

Hello SirDavesBelle,
I believe there are souls that still linger here on this plane. I also believe there are entities that exist that watch over us mere mortals. Whether they are angels that I can not say for I do not know.

Thank you!

Hello SirDavesBelle,
OH goodness yes. Entirely different. My fantasies are dark, desperate almost evil at times. My reality is relatively quiet.

Thank you!