Does everyone else have almost 500 useless questions as well?

Right now, honestly, Im stressed with school. I got a lot more on my mind than usual, but I feel great because I have three best friends always there for me, and my boyfreind whos constantly supporting me.

That must feel good. But dont let him lead you on and play with your feelings, he seems so innocent and not doing anything intentionall. hes just a clueless one ): how was your birthday with him? and he prolly doesnt wanna bring up his gf cause he might sense that it upsets you in some way. but its really nice of him to suddenly wanna take you out, it must suck cause it kinda like brings back the feelings ): but stay strong, you can do this. And i think ur msg got cut ):

His personality is just simply so nice, and hes a gentleman, so it could come off as that ):

and thank you, Im on my way to recovery (: <3

Im actually going to write a tumblr post about it after all my finals are over because people are questioning it and sometimes make up rumours, I just need to tell my story so people know the truth but Ima do it on my tumblr within a month (:

I just go to my clinic to take it and yeah idk really know all the big scientifc things but it makes your girl hormones like higher so it could help. You really need to ask a doctor at the clinic, its really helpful b (:

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Your parents will never be repulsed by you. They will love you through thick and thin. No matter what, even if you got pregnant, or even if you failed school, even if you were challenged in some way, or you lost a leg or an eye, they;d love you through anything. And this isnt one bit your fault, so why would they react in that way? They might turn out to suprisingly understand. I know mine did through my problems. And if this is really bringing you down, you need help. You dont want to ever turn to self harm or suicide or depression. You want to live loving yourself. But i have one thing to say. My doctor would tell me, when med students start researching diseases for projects, theyd go for a million check ups, because they feel like they have those symptoms, and theyd all think they have it, and if it said chest palpitations, theyd feel like their heart was going faster but it really wasnt. Reading more of this, and googling it wont help and wont get you anywhere. Itll just make your body believe it. You really need to find out for sure if you have it, and find out what you can do to help it and raise your self esteem. You have to do this, bring it up slowly to your mom or so, and then get her to find a family doctor, you can trust them. And they wont judge you in any way or see you differently. Stay positive because youre going to get through this, and please stop googling tho, those arent all real scientific facts. Tell your mom, or your dad, or say you feel like somethings wrong lately, and say you want an appointment with the family doc. They dont need to know, cause you might not even have it you know? Or you could always go to a youth clinic near you, they have confidential docs. you can even use a fake name (:

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Im trying to get out of my own school and I have to wait until late august to sign up cause there was limited capacity and I got rejected ): so its like, b you should first get the transfer forms. Have them ready. And get your mother to have a meeting with the principal. Explain yourself. People will understand you more after hearing your story. You just have to let your school know, and they never really ask why, mine my principal had to sign and I told her I really didnt get along with people here and it was making me unhealthy but, I still couldnt transfer because of the other schools capacity. So you gotta make sure about that. And only speak of the molesting when youre ready, just take it day by day. If you really need to let things out confidentially, see a therapist? Or go to the hospital and let them know what happened, theyd put you with a pyschiatrsit. Best of lucks (: Youre such a strong girl, and theres a lot more out there in the world for you <3

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I guess hes kind of a flirt but not intentionally? Like Im not sure, he was never someone bad to me. He wouldnt hurt anyone on purpose, he likes to party though, so you gotta be ready to go out with him, and he loves his boys, so you gotta get along with em too (:

He means its cute LOL like youre a nice goofy person, youre silly and funny, but youre also adorable and he just wants to squeeze you whenever you smile, if you think about it, defining someones personality as cute is pretty awesome cause what else would you call it, like.. hot or mean or spicccy LOL take it as a compliment and keep being yourself, cause people like you for you (:

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aws, try new cream and make sure you dont eat too many oily things. And yep Im on birth control, not cause im sexually active but only to know when my periods are, I hate randomly ye know, suprise "gifts" LOL, they can help though, I heard in some girls it helps with boobs and acne so you could give it a try, but for sexual wise, just becuase youre on it, does not mean u shudnt use condoms or have protection cause it doesnt keep u safe from sexually transmitted diseases. But for acne you could try, dont listen to rumours or google it, go to a youth clinic near by, there arent any horrible things about it, dont believe what people say, the medically scientific facts from the docs are true, and ive taken from experience, the only sucky thing is you gotta remember to take it every day at the same time LOL, and hey dont worry, we all go thrugh it, I know I prolly still am, its puberty and hormones, youre not the only one, theres some people out there getting mustaches or having their voice break, or idk cant sing anymore, so just be thankful you still got your lovely voice, and your beautiful face is still there, i promise (: things like acne never stay around forever.

Keep making an effort if he is worth it, but if you dont feel appreciated and you feel like youve tried your best, there is no reason to stay with him. Dont stay with him because youre scared youre going to be lonely, or dont stay with him because of how long its been. You should be with this guy because he makes you smile, because he respects you and you can be yourself around him. Dont be afraid to stand up for yourself. The things he says does not matter if his actions are totally the opposite. Remind yourself of what you need and what you deserve. And you guys need more communication, you can try your best, but that only lasts for a while, if hes not, then let go bbg. Ask him to meet up, and talk about it in person, say if things dont start changing, you dont know if you can stay around. Hes not treating you the way you shold be treated.

Omg so sorry formspring keeps cutting your msgs and not sending everything ): I hate highschool too ): And yeah you dont wanna lie, you really wanna mean it. I wanna look back when Im older and be happy with my school times, and appreciate the people i met and stuff, but like I cant say that now so I get what you mean. And pw is an okay school, therye very involved and spirited in a way, they do lotsa charities but its kinda a fobby school. Churchhill I dont know too much, my friend goes there though and he likes it, so that might be okay, and theres also IB classes there (: And eric hamber is kind of like a rmd school, heatscores and stuff LOL but I hope things work out, I know what you mean tho, so dont feel alone, Im trying to transfer to magee atm ):

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