songs

yes to the first -- but it was when my sister was in 5th grade, and her journal was just about how much she "looooooooved jonathan taylor thomas," lol. my husband has read my journal once before, when we had a huge fight/break (a couple of years ago) ....

i can fall asleep right after drinking caffeine, so never.

i usually stick to a list. if i'm shopping with my husband, though, we tend to get other stuff because he'll want to wander every aisle.

i used to be very confrontational, so i've flipped a lot of strangers off ... but that' usually pretty mild -- i have been more likely to start full-out arguments with people where i've been threatened as a result or stalked into a parking lot, stuff like that. i'm a lot more calm now ... lol.

i've never experienced this, but, yes, i do think it's possible. i know a number of people who say they've gotten to that point, even if temporarily.

noooo. i hate being unclothed. i don't even like showering (i also hate being wet, though) ... i like being CLEAN, but the shower/naked part sucks so i do it as quickly as possible ... even just no pants is bad; i can't even really wear short unless i'm literally about to get into bed, lol.

i don't think there really is a method. i think you tell them when you're comfortable. i've had four boyfriends (one of whom is now my husband) whom i told about my ed, and it was never planned ... i just did it when it felt right; it was always pretty casual (except for the last one, but i was kind of taken by surprise by a stranger's jokes about me being "ms. anorexic," which led to my now-hubby asking me later on if i was) and they were all decent about it. no one gave me a hard time or asked me annoying questions. i think when you feel comfortable enough with someone to tell them anything of that nature, that you wouldn't disclose at first, you're probably comfortable for a reason. i think planning it out can just make it more difficult.

eye-ther

usually flats of some sort, but cute sneakers are okay ... otherwise, only at the gym.

i don't really like trail mix, but raw almonds are good (for some reason i dislike them roasted), so if they're in there, then that.

grieving, trying to come to terms with the fact that i can't force other people to be courteous enough not to hurt me. i'm dwelling on an old situation and it's making me sad and anxious.

my ethnicity? because people ask me pretty often what my 'heritage' is, or ask me if i am 'x' ethnicity, and are usually wrong.

pg wodehouse

theoretically, yes, but old stuff makes me nervous/skeeves me out, so also no. I just feel like there is an inevitable layer of gross stuff that can't be removed.

YES. but eating sounds bother me from anyone, as does slurping. both drive me nuts.

all the time

not really anymore, but i loved to in the past. i would use any excuse to make my friends mixtapes (yes, i am that old that in high school we still gave our friends mixtapes instead of cds for the most part, even though we obviously owned cds).

i've only tried those two and berry blast. the berry one is actually the best one in my opinion, but the other two are also okay. i'm just not a big smoothie fan to begin with (but as far as smoothies go, they're good).

i'm not the kind of person who hoards things, actually. i like throwing things out/getting rid of them.