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I just want to know who you aaaaaare!
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TUMBLR and instagram and Facebook and mosaiq and pandora and and and and yeah
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:/ Why are you completely in love with me anonymous?
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lol
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I'd be extremely mad at myself and I'd work out like fucking crazy and eat better and get my ass back in shape.
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Stay up for? Late? At night?
I'd stay up for a lot of people late at night.
I'd stay up for anyone that needed me.
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5 weeks ago? Who even uses formspring anymore? haha im trying to figure out who you are :P
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I actually really agree with this. But I guess we can never really know for sure until i've gone and it's happened.
I keep telling myself that once I leave and I get a break from HERE and from everything that HERE is, I'll come back and I'll be more willing to work with everything and everyone.
I'm hoping that's the way it'll turn out.
But that's only making me want to leave faster.
I honestly want nothing more than to be able to like it here and all that here entitles.
Meh. I just want to leave.
And for the record, I'm not really sure who I am either. -
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Okay, then I will make a video for you. Haha
Yes, I'm aware of my fans. :P I love them all dearly <3 I feel awful for never uploading anymore.. :/ I say I do and then I fail.
I plan on having a college vlog though.. hahahaaaaaaa -
:( Aww shoot. I'm sorry. Now I feel terrible. :( I'll make a video tomorrow! Just for you. What's your name?!
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Thank you :) I have to apply first though! hahah
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Lol, I do understand though. It's basically just the way our relationship is.. Sometimes we dislike each other, sometimes we don't. It happens with everyone, just more often with us. I don't know. None of it really matters to be honest. Shit happens. Life happens. There's nothing we can do about it. I agree, I wish nothing had ever gone down between the three of us. I wish there was no triangle issue. I wish it wasn't engraved in my brain.
I am happy. I do love my life. I love everything I have. I know I'm lucky. I just get so tired of everything sometimes. My face also just looks naturally sad.. ;D I have so much conflict going on inside me, I can't take it a lot of the time. I'm a happy person, I'm just also incredibly stressed and frustrated.
I need everything to be perfect. I need everyone to be perfectly content.
I hate not knowing what to do. I HATE not knowing answers. I HATE not knowing the truth. Yet, I don't think I really want to know. I don't even know what I'm saying anymore...
It really did bother me when I could tell you were upset with me though. I don't even know why. I mean I guess it's just natural for that to happen, but it sincerely upset me. Like I couldn't figure out wtf I had done wrong. So I guess you're right, I don't completely understand. But it's not so much that I don't understand why it happens, just like.. fuck i completely confused myself just now. jkahtuiyerg8dofik
Anyway, I don't blame you for disliking me every once in a while, I just wish it wasn't like that.
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Leah’s Bio
My name is Leah.
