haha they say having older sisters makes me that way, always expecting people to cover for me and take care of me..... :'D LOL it's true though, it really is... i didn't pay for myself until i turned like 17....

DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW GOOD APPLE PIE SOUNDS RIGHT NOW!??!?!?!!

it gets better!!!! it really does! school is such a short period of our lives. unfortunately we usually don't see that until we're out of it, but think of how you'll feel when you're out of school! all this will be dust in the past. hold on, be yourself and do what feels right for you! life is looking up from here! :)

yes! i used to be very ungrateful when i was in my early teens, nothing made sense to me and i thought i like wasn't allowed to live in a way that wasn't "normal". now i realize i can literally live in any good or bad way i want, i can hurt or heal myself. knowing i'm allowed to do either of those things makes me wanna stick to what's good for me and the people around me. i say my prayers every night and find myself thanking God for so many simple things, i never wanna take them for granted 'cause who knows when they might disappear!

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hahahahaha no i just see the plain face that i'm used to seeing (when i HAPPEN to see my reflection. when i'm not wearing makeup i don't seek out looking at myself so much) and it doesn't distract me or change my priorities :P

EAT. it's not gonna kill you but starving yourself might! you're a beautiful person and everyone around you wants to see you living as a beautiful, healthy individual. you already have the beautiful part down, now you just need to work on the healthy. some people don't wanna watch the process of us succeeding, they bring us down the entire way, but once we reach our goals we're untouchable. please consider living the healthy life you deserve to live!

YOU ARE THE TEDDY TO MY BEAR!!!!!!!!!!

they do wear it and i don't care! haha i don't avoid makeup 'cause i think it's sinful or something, i avoid it 'cause of how it makes ME feel when I wear it outside of band stuff. i find myself looking at my reflection in every car door, window, mirror, etc., like oooh i look so good today! it just messes up my priorities. i don't wanna go down that road, i know it's bad to be so vain like that and i'd rather just avoid it all together.

maybe you're part tree...

TRAITOR!!!!!!!!!!

umm sometimes they just ask you for your number and are obvious but other times they start like flailing and twitching....

ignorant has one g....

how do you do that....???

haha that was really harsh and unnecessary. if for no other reason, you shouldn't talk about people who've lost their way like that because one day you might lose your way. would you want people to speak so harshly about you if you did something wrong? people usually do those things because they felt/feel unloved and abandoned... i don't think putting them down and pushing them away is gonna make them live their lives any better, but it could easily make them worse!

for some reason, i really love safeway. maybe i just have hobo in my blood or something, is it a hobo quality to love grocery stores? i love them so much. i would definitely disguise myself to go back in!!!!!!

bathe...

haha probably, i used to eat candy off the floor all the time when i was little...

haha don't you think it would be weird to sit there and say "hey kids, looks don't matter! you're a beautiful person and you don't need to change anything about yourself to be beautiful! now, here's how you change your appearance..." hahaha it seems kind of hypocritical. i already try not to wear too much makeup in band stuff, i don't wear foundation or concealer or anything, just like eyes, a lil blush and some lip gloss. it doesn't look professional if i wear NO makeup and don't do my hair, that's the only reason i wear it in the first place. i really don't wanna send the message that looks are so important or that it's okay to preach that and then do the complete opposite and always be totally made up and hidden away from the world, you know?
in normal life i wear no makeup, my hair is natural and i don't get too dressed up. i'm not saying anyone who puts an effort into their appearance is bad, duh, just for me it's too easy for me to be vain and really tough on myself if i do that. once i start wearing a little in real life, i just take it all the way and get way too obsessed, so it's safer for me to just not do it at all. haha make sense?

no but one time i was leaping down my hallway in the old house and i threw up mid air.. idk why that happened hahaha