oosh that's a big one. without going into too much detail a lot had happened good, amazing and horribly bad in the relationship. there was a lot of love, happiness and hurt flying around at all times...intermingled. a lot of it was hard to let go of and still is. in the end i had sacrificed much, and had in turn forgotten much of myself. i still bear the scars of the majority of that hurt. it ended over a year ago. he's hooked up now. i'm still single. says a lot. there ya go.