I love it! Beautiful.

Ugh, yes. I don't like to cry.

Probably to another planet inhabited by a species who has mastered compassion and selflessness, green technology and openness. I would take back with me their knowledge, science and philosophy...and leave clues all over Earth for discovery.

I just saw this! Well, I'm feeling much better these days. Life is truly a dream. Baby is wonderful, growing and so are the kitties. No complaints, my dear.

You are correct :) We just moved back to Minneapolis. We are preparing for a new life and the solidity of our family being formed. I am going to do some photo shoots and finish my album...plus I'm gearing up to launch Hayward Eats.com! I have some other things in the works - a potential art/expression show reflecting my most recent meditative piece regarding the ending of our pyramid empires into circular unification of mankind and a complete and total revamp of Spirit Spa LLC - turning it into My Spirit Spa and selling spa/spiritual related products on the site. I also plan to expand my in-person reading service (Kari's Readings) to Minneapolis as soon as I can afford some marketing.

Think of Grandma's Boy. Pretty much everything in that movie's workplace would be a perk.

Internet, hands down

Sauteed chicken breast in a great pinot grigio, garlic and veggies with angel hair pasta.

Sleep late!!

I wouldn't call myself a fan but I do respect his music.

Thank you for posting this. I missed this amazing letter somehow and nearly cried thinking I could have missed it altogether! Jenn is so dear to me, so important to me. I can see why she is one of your favs. It is so humbling, inspiring and encouraging for me to hear your compliment. I make music so that I can inspire and provoke loving energy into people. It's my way of sending my love to the world. Thank you for writing me and for listening to my music. Thank you for paying attention to Jenn...she'll definitely inspire you and intrigue your soul to dig deeper into the depths of human capability <3

I believe I want to try to redirect this kind of perception when it comes to being psychic. I really feel that all of us are intuitive and have a direct connection to the language of the Universe. Most of this is proven through science. Just as one atom can communicate to another, so can human beings on multiple levels. I have always felt "in tune" "connected" intuitive" since the beginning of my days and chose to play close attention to this particular sense throughout my life. I don't feel special or particularly different from anyone else when it comes to having this sense. Most people would identify the term better as "gut instinct." Most people have good or bad feelings that have kept them from doing certain things or pushed them to do certain things. I believe that everyone is in direct control of their own destiny and I only use my sense when they need help "seeing" or getting "information" as far as what they are creating for themselves. There's multiple paths to the future of our life and we're in a constant state of change. Sometimes, when we doubt ourselves or feel stuck - we seek advice/guidance from someone else who can help us recover from this particular stagnation. I love helping people with this ability. I believe I am good at what I do because I have been working on it my whole life. Anyway, I hope that answers your question and broadens a new perspective.

There's obviously an agenda with that site. It doesn't take a genius to figure that one out. I tend to stay away from such deceptive sites. This is one of the reasons why I want to set up a website for my local home town that is purely informational for both pro life and pro choice paths. I don't think being deceptive is going to help get one point across over the other. To me, deception is a negative, chaotic thing - no matter what it's being used for. Plus, if you believe in something so much, why do you feel the need to be fake about it? Why not let people make their own decisions and leave it alone? Esp from a religious stand point - is not the freedom of choice what God wanted to give to people? If someone is tricked or influenced into making a decision (life or choice), how is that a good thing when a religious person interferes with another person's personal relationship with God? I don't get it. I can't stand fallacy. That is probably one of my biggest pet peeves. Stop being fake people and wake the fuck up.

"Wishfulthinker" - clever...but not clever enough to fool me or to burn me. Nice try, kid.

The line which is to the right of my left pinky nail bed.

A hamburger which doesn't actually contain ham, or any kind of ham ingredient. Or, a hot dog that doesn't contain dog. Pretty much, I am an unquantifiable human being that is depicted to fit into a society that I don't belong.

Nocturnal creature, I am.







as yoda would say.......

A special one that buzzed through my memory log was the last cheek kiss and the "I love you" my dying Grandfather gave me in his hospital bed. It is the last interaction I have of him and that to me is a pretty spectacular gift.

It depends on how close I stay to this dimension. When I travel "farther" away, my human senses start to morph into a more intelligent experience, whereas, I don't feel senses predominantly over the intelligent awareness of the experience. I am an observer to some degree and the rest is indeterminable. In moments of "far away" dimensional dreaming/deeper sleep states I believe I experience some things far different from what my human capacity can comprehend. The rest of the fragments of what I do remember is sent to my memory which then can only emerge such senses when I am awake and after I think about the dream. However, if I stay "closer" to this particular dimension and to my human self, I have been able to feel things emotionally and physically just as I do in my wake state. I own a few fond memories in lucid dreams where I have met others in that world and I have had experience with astral sex.

This is going to be such a unique, special moment. I really have no idea what I will say when I see this new life in my arms. I will let you know what I say after the experience :)