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It feels like galaxies being born.

November Allison.
I quite like it.

Nobody likes pancake. That's why they're served in stacks. Two is the bare minimum. Anything quantity low enough to qualify as "pancake" rather than "pancakes" should be considered a violation of basic civil liberties.

What's that face at the end? Is that balls under a set of eyes?

I sleep in the bed.

I'm not expressly opposed to the idea. Some of those three speed versions with automatically swiveling heads are wonderful, and the retro-futuristic desk models are rather streamlined and, dare I say it, sexy. I don't know how long a fan could keep my interest however, and the notion of copulation with a triptych of blades spinning at upwards of 5000 rpm sounds jarring to say the least.

Obviously, if presented the option, I'd prefer to go on a road trip with a person who is alive. I don't even think it matters who it is and where I would go if my options are "dead person or alive person." I can't even fathom the circumstances surrounding the act of taking a dead person with me on a road trip.

Integrity, Love and Unity is my religion. Although I believe in many things, I don't think I could ever fully embrace a religion. It's all too rigid for me. I guess Buddhism and Paganism are the closest of what I could embrace. Actually... I guess kinda embrace bits and pieces from everything..as long as it comes from a place of love..cause so much of it comes from fear.

I wouldn't wanna know anything. I used to be really fascinated with divination and I still do oracle cards and stuff like that but If I would find a book with my life written in it, I wouldn't open it. I really believe we are the creators of this reality and I wanna live as if I was creating every day and nothing was destined.

I think so. I think I'm doing what I'm supposed to do. If it didn't feel right, I'd find something else.

As of now, no. But who knows, maybe there's some epic stuff we can do in 30 years. I'll be 50 then and I might think differently.

I'm always the opposite of what's going on. When I go to a really nice restaurant, all I wanna do is curse. And when I hang out with someone promiscuous, I get super proper. I just went out with my friends to a bar where everyone was wearing black and I felt awful wearing black too. Next time I go there I'm gonna wear all white.

I believe that at the core of all things, on both a macro and micro level, there exists an intangible harmony binding all matter in the universe. I don't feel that it's a tremendous stretch to believe such a thing because at the smallest subatomic level, we are nothing but small packets of energy. Energy is neither created nor destroyed--it merely changes states--and thus, the same is true of existence within this universe. Everything is made up of the same intangible force as all other things. I call this "beauty." It's the only thing in which I believe. I don't feel the need to identify with a god nor do I believe that any entity possesses the capability to be greater or lesser than I am--we are all bags of carbon with the same beautiful start dust passing through our bodies--trying to hold on to as much beauty as we can, and only for a little while.

And yes, I am against religion. It is my genuine opinion that religion is the single greatest threat to our progress as a species, and that our religious beliefs--not our greed or our basic struggle for survival--will be the ultimate downfall of homo sapiens.

cause I'm more light and less dark

making beautiful things dark and dark things beautiful. Creating happiness from sadness, transmuting energy.

I used to but I can't anymore. It makes me depressed.

BubbleGoth is more of a mindset, artistic direction than just music. BubbleGoth is also fashion, the community of MoonChildren that embrace all aspects of their life and learn to create light within darkness. I'm always playing with darker themes in my videos and it's all about overcoming pain, really. The music on the new album as well is with a positive message but when you really listen to it, most of it is about the struggle to become beautiful. It's romantic and fantastical but it doesn't come from a bubbly place. It comes from a place of truly working on yourself to be happy. I could so easily be a very dark person cause everything around me since I was little was dark. Instead, it's transmuting that darkness into a lesson of learning empathy, to find that light in the dark.
My fashion is always inspired by these two opposites as well. It's a lot of cyber and gothic themes mixed with lolita and ethereal things but it's never done the traditional way and you can't really go and buy that fashion cause I make everything I wear.
BubbleGoth is also about us creating this fashion, this lifestyle of living by our own rules and integrity, love and unity.

I know! Vespertine tells me all the time that I need more goth in my bubblegoth. I need to get on it!:)

Yeah, sort of. I don't have a tremendous affinity for the ones for which you can buy greeting cards, but there are certain days of the year that I consider tremendously special on a personal level.