okay, what you are saying is true. i believe my friend to be beautiful more than anything else i have ever seen, but she of course won't agree with a word that i say about that. it is a personal decision that you make, regarding what is beautiful. i guess i'll put it this way: the general consensus of people who don't know me and don't care about my feelings and have absolutely no bias will believe that i am not beautiful, and not even close. there may be a few that do think so, but IN GENERAL, most people will disagree that i am, by their definition, "beautiful".

also, i guess i was trying to say for everybody else out there who has either never seen me or only seen pictures of me, you AREN'T getting the true essence of what i look like. at all. and that MOST of you, by the normal definitions that people have, will think that i'm not good looking. i guess that's all.