Unlucky for you, but you have caught me in one of the worst moods.
Let me start off. When my cousin Joshua was born, he had a stroke, which has left him with a lot of disabillities, including autism. Autism affects the brains normal developement of social and communication skills. So what does that mean? In short, my cousin Josh had no friends, NOT ONE. No-one to share anything with, no one to play with, and no-one to fall back on when he hears the most horrible, disgusting and inhumane comments like these. If he was to have a friend it would be me. I don't think you would believe the stuff that comes out of his mouth, he's scared, he knows people don't like him and he's so scared, so fucking scared of the future. He knows he's going to be treated differently and he knows how much people despise of him. Everyone takes one look at him and sees him as a 'different person' but you know, if you actually took the time out of your depressing and close minded fucking lives you would see just how beautiful and lovely my cousin is. He doesn't ask for much, nothing at all in fact, all he asks is for people to understand him. Did you know he told me he wanted to die once? My cousin, my fucking 10 year old cousin wants to die because of these fucking people in his life. His parents cry themselves to sleep every night because they want the best for him and so do I. How would you like it, to wake up in the middle of the night and see your cousin having a seizure, basically dying in front of your eyes and you can't do a single thing to help it. My cousin is also not one bit useless, he plays soccer and basketball and you know what? He does that with only moving one arm and one leg. I would like to see you do that. I want to show my cousin the beautiful things in life but it's hard with people like you. I'm sorry but fuck you. You don't know my cousin, I doubt you have ever even taken the time to speak to him, so before you come and message me on anon being a mother fucking pussy and telling me that he is useless and retarded, and that he should rot in hell, I suggest, you take a long look at yourself and contemplate what you just messaged me.

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Don't we all want attention? Don't we all want to have someone listen to what we have to say? Don't we all want to be heard? Isn't that why we're here? Not only on formspring/facebook etc, but on earth? To be known.

So yeah, I do want attention but so do you. That's why you sent me this message.
It's not necessarily a bad thing.

I've told you before me and ugly are just friends, I swear we've never done anything physical, I know ugly is in a relationship with you and I'd never break that up.

"Happiness can be found, even at the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light."

Bullies are horrible. I had to deal with them all through out school. But what you have to keep in mind, is that they’re being mean to you, because they’re just sad, horrible people who have nothing going for them. They do it out of some sort of jealousy, or some sort of need to make themselves feel good, so they bring others down. When people try to bring you down, it only means that you’re above them.

You should talk to your teachers if it gets really bad. But what I did in school was just ignore them and always be kind, no matter how harsh they were to me. Kill them with kindness. Be the better person.


Just keep in mind, they’re doing it to make you feel bad. Don’t allow them to do that. No matter how hard they try to get a reaction out of you, you can’t give them one. That’s all they want out of you. To know that they’re affecting you. You have to try your hardest to not let them do that.

They’re not worth your time, nor your tears. Why even bother paying attention to people who say mean things? You know you’re a wonderful person, you have people who are kind to you and love you, and that’s all that matters. No matter what a bully says to you or does to you, you have people that care about you and think the world of you. You have people you can turn to if things get really bad. I’m one of those people :)

Bullies get no where in life.

But if things do get really bad, to the point where you can’t handle it at all. You HAVE to talk to your parents and teachers, don’t keep it bottled inside.

Ridiculously, yes.

Yeah :) They’re the reason I believe in love so much.

If you ever ask yourself “Do I really love them?” You don’t.

When you love someone, you don’t need to think about it, you just know it.

My boyfriend lives in Australia, I live in Poland. We’re just about 8,000 miles from one another and we’ve been together for roughly over a year.

It KILLS me that I am so far away from him, but you know what? It’s worth it. It’s worth feeling lonely sometimes and missing him ALL the time, just to know that I have someone who cares about and chose me, despite how hard it is and despite the fact that there are a million girls who live near him, that he could have. And it’s worth it, simply because of that feeling you get when you see someone you care about so much, that you haven’t seen in such a long time. There are no words to describe that feeling, it’s just pure heaven.

Relationships are not just about being with someone physically. They’re not just about cuddling, holding hands, hanging out together, kissing and being silly together. That’s the bonus stuff of a relationship. A relationship is about trust, communication, understanding, patience, strength, and if you’re lucky enough to get to this point, love. Do you know what the amazing thing about a long distance relationship is? You can’t distract yourself with the physical side of the relationship, you actually HAVE to talk to each other properly to keep it going. So you learn more about each other than you ever would if you were in a normal relationship. There are less arguments and more laughs because it’s hard to get sick of one another, when you can’t be together as much as you want. You put aside your differences and admit when you are wrong, simply because you don’t need anything else to make your relationship difficult. The distance does that enough for you. You also learn to appreciate that persons company a lot more than you would, if you could see them all the time. People in long distance relationships experience amazing things that people in normal relationships are missing out on, in my opinion.

Distance is never a reason not to be with someone. Distance means nothing. Love is greater than distance. But it does test you. It really does show you how much you care about a person and how much you’re willing to go through, just to be with them.

Also, if you need another example that is not me: My parents were in a long distance relationship. My father lived in Switzerland and my mother lived in Australia. That’s roughly 10,000 miles apart. They met once in person and decided to be in a relationship. However they were not as fortunate as my boyfriend and I are. They had no skype or phone or anything to talk through everyday. They had to write letters to one another to stay in contact and keep their relationship going. And in those days, letters that go across the ocean took a MUCH longer time to reach their destination than they do now. They never saw or spoke to each other in between the moment they met and the moment they decided to get married. My father proposed to my mother in a letter. He knew he wanted to be with her forever, even though they didn’t see each other or speak to each other. It was just letters. They’ve been married for 35 years.

To me, if you really love someone, you’ll go through anything for them. I’d go through hell and back for my boyfriend.
If you really love this girl like you say you do, even though you’ll miss her a lot, the distance is nothing.

Love overcomes any challenge. No matter how hard it may be.

I hope that helps you :)

Team Good Literature.

Look. As long as you are happy with yourself, who cares what the world thinks. You’re not here to please them. Think about it, they’re sad people who have nothing better to do than belittle someone who has done nothing to them. They’re not worth your time or effort. Screw em. They’re just sad people and they’re not worth paying attention to. The best way to get back at a hater is “kill them with kindness” and show them that you’re happy regardless of what they think.

Through the Looking Glass - Lewis Carroll
1984 - George Orwell
Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
To Kill a Mocking Bird - Harper Lee
A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens

When Voldemort hugged Draco.

- Intelligence
- Being able to make me laugh
- Being able to be ridiculously silly and childish with me
- Good hugs (I have very high hugging standards)
- Can play videos games with me and have to be able to handle my raging lol (I get fairly angry)

Like:
My ability to never hold grudges
My positive outlook

Dislike:
My nose (lol)
I find it hard to trust people
I never feel good enough for the people I want to make happy the most (i.e: family, boyfriend etc)

Love, happiness and having faith in yourself and those you surround yourself with.

What I want most in life, is to be successful in what I love, whether that be game design or entertainment, and having someone special to share that with. If you have no one to share your success with, what’s the point?

Screwing up, disappointing my family and myself, and being alone

Scorpio and I have no idea, I don’t read horoscopes and all that jazz :P