I am a very average looking person the likes of one you might see every day when you are out and about doing your things in life, in buses, in the metro, in the park or shopping. I am also almost insignificant in my environment with out any significant accomplishments in my record or any major role to play. I have problems of my own that no one else like to take interest into. I get frustrated, irritated and annoyed often at small matters that I cannot even make part of my conversation with any other person. Women do not bother too look at me twice and if they find me attractive I do not believe that they mean any good. I have financial problems.

The idealistic thoughts and attitude that I induced in my early days at college has dissipated in the grind of real life experiences. I often find little that can interest me. I feel envious about people who take so much interest in small things like mobile phones, plasma televisions, gadgets and cars. I cannot become part of normal conversation easily as this bothers me most. I have to tap into deep philosophical thoughts in order to realise that I am still relevant. People wont remember me for that after parties. They find me an interrupting and dangerous person who makes them feel self-conscious, who can makes them think his own obsolete way of thinking.

This is all true. This is me, an insignificant and very average looking person the likes of one you might see every day when you are out and about doing your things in life, in buses, in the metro, in the park or shopping. But he whole thing changes. The life suddenly becomes dramatic like a science fiction movie. Everything comes into life. People object, they criticise, they plan and [plot against me, they show their admiration and appreciation in various subtle ways, they feel jealous about my abilities, my strengths and my talents. They cannot believe that an average person like me, the one out of them too many can be like this. This all happens when I realize that I am a human being. When I claim my right to be one, when I simply try to be myself. Yes, this is I ,a unique individual, and I like to be this way.

AMEN. XD

Youjizz. Yan lang alam ko eh. :/ Seldom lang ako nanunuod yan. Mas feel ko ang live. :D

Smart Bro .. kasi smart ako. nyahaha

wala nang sasabihin. Suntukan agad. XD

When I was in grade six I think. My math teacher. :D

FUCK. :D

Yes. :)) Kung sakin as a "gay" malaking YES kasi hnd naman pwede ipagkalat rel. namin. Kasi nakakaawa naman ung karelation ko. Ok lang sna kung openminded lahat ng tao kaso hindi.

in mall and have sex. hahaha. joke.! xD

PRETTY :)