Ask me anything, but I`d prefer if you PM`d me for very personal questions.
Do you have any guilty pleasures when it comes to music be it a genre, song, or artist?
How would one deal with an extreme self-loathing issue when they have a relatively weak social network, are very reserved, no real hobbies, skills or passions developed yet (at least that they notice), and therapy would be too big a bill/embarrassing?
I don't know, because to be honest I still deal with extreme self-loathing, and I haven't figured out the solution to that. You just gotta try and work on not being as reserved, because you can make friends and they can help you through and point out things you wouldn't have otherwise noticed about yourself. I still remember being shocked when Souppy told me he thought my name was the most beautiful name he ever heard, and this is before we got together. It's that kind of thing that can bring your spirits up and encourage you even if you might not believe it.
Keeping to yourself with your bad feelings will only make you feel worse. You can reach out and talk to people, though, and also experiment with different hobbies. Ride a bike around, go to the gym, go swimming, learn to draw or play an instrument. Give yourself something to do because occupying your time will make you feel like you haven't wasted any time, and you might discover things you really love.
You were jealous of a 16 yr old transvestite?
Transgender, get it right.
This was also before we found out about it, the biggest hilarity was me about to leave on the plane to Brisbane when.. right before I'm out the door Souppy told me she said she was transgender. And that blew my mind.
What is your favourite artistic medium to consume and why? (film, painting, comics, tv, music etc)
in the tradition of leaving long responses to your questions maverik, i will give this one a go
WORD: con·sume, verb /kənˈso͞om/
---DEFINITION 1: Eat, drink, or ingest (food or drink)---
USED IN THE QUESTION: "What is your favourite artistic medium to eat, drink, or ingest and why?"
ANSWER: cake art
BECAUSE: its pretty to look at and also pretty when my stomach acid effortlessly obliterates the artists magnum opus and reincarnates it 6 hours later as an unpleasant brown pile of insignificance
ALTERNATE ANSWER: i guess i could also just inhale all of the artistic integrity in the galaxy and become an enormous, bloated, misunderstood mass of talent and individuality floating amongst the cosmos waiting for the scientists, mathematicians, lawyers, athletes, construction workers, and denny's employees that now dominate the earth to use their combined infinite wisdom and reason to advance technology to the point where they can transmit holographic telegrams across the stars that read "hippie faggot" and "you are a narcissistic cunt with no friends" and brag about their stable well paying jobs while i sit in space as an obese homeless space child attempting to sell my 21,893 page space highschool romance manga "すごい外国人はセックスをしています!!!" or for those english speaking bakas out there, "sugoi alien has sex !!! XXX no kodomos allowed" to intergalactic anime collectors
---DEFINITION 2: Buy (goods or services)---
USED IN THE QUESTION: "What is your favourite artistic medium to buy and why?"
ANSWER: none, as buying things kind of sucks
BECAUSE: i have the internet and i am not a chump and if you buy your art and entertainment you are probably residing in the fucking middle ages or some shit (or have "ethics" whatever the fuck that is fuck you)
ALTERNATE ANSWER: there is no alternate answer because seriously what kind of masochistic bastard actually enjoys paying money to obtain things
---DEFINITION 3: Use up (a resource)---
USED IN THE QUESTION: "What is your favourite artistic medium to use up and why?"
ANSWER: i would use up all of the crayons
BECAUSE: crayons and fun and i am a jerk alright
ALTERNATE ANSWER: i would use up all the artistic mediums until there were only pairs in LARGE and BOOT CUT left DO YOU GET IT DO YOU SEE
http://i391.photobucket.com/albums/oo360/banks272/Anim_clipart/laughing_slapping_knee_lg_wht-1.gif oh nelly oh god grab me some tissues over here because i am just losing it right now ok i cant even breathe like wow bro
---DEFINITION 4: (esp. of a fire) Completely destroy---
USED IN THE QUESTION: "What is your favourite artistic medium to completely destroy and why?"
ANSWER: bad art
BECAUSE: because bad things are not good and i like good things therefore i do not prefer bad things to good things and would probably be more tempted to not have to subject myself to bad things as opposed to good things
ALTERNATE ANSWER: the art of being a complete dickstink mcfaggot jesus christ fuck your neck hole
---DEFINITION 5: (of a feeling) Absorb all of the attention and energy of (someone)---
USED IN THE QUESTION: "What is your favourite artistic medium to absorb all of the attention and energy of and why?"
ANSWER: the art of fun
BECAUSE: i will eat all the fun until there is no more fun and everyone will make me their king and cry lots
ALTERNATE ANSWER: probably photography really you know
i hope you find the answer you were looking for in here somewhere maverik!
youre very welcome it was nothing oh youre making me blush now