Failure, success and scorpions.

I guess because people started finding my channel. I gain them more consistently than I used to and I guess it's built up to kind of a lot. Just the fact that anyone, let alone 900 people, actually wants to watch me on a consistent basis kind of blows my mind.

I didn't ever really read those books when I was little so I don't really know what types of adventures they went on or limitations but he's a big red dog so I'd probably just ride him around the city like a badass, play fetch with some sort of large object and uhhh I don't know. What else do you do with a gigantic red dog? This is a surprisingly hard question. Lol

The worst job I ever had would have to be the Disney Store at Christmas. Apparently you have to be a sales agent, shelf stocker, daycare worker and you're not allowed to stop smiling even when someone is yelling at you. So that was cool. My favorite job would have to be Starbucks. The people I worked for were nice and the customers weren't TOO bad. The only problem I had was that some of the employees were rather clique-y and I had problems feeling like I fit in which is the main reason why I quit.

Yes please!

Well, am I the only one who has to leave? Do I have to worry about my puppies and stuff? Assuming I only have to worry about myself and not other living things, I'd grab my camera backpack (which has my canons with all my lenses and chargers and my laptop) and then I'd grab another backpack and fill it with my glasses/contacts, my iPad, my external hard drive, my penguin stuffed animal, my wallet, my phone (with charger) and my make up because I'm vain and that shit's expensive... and I'd probably grab food with my spare time. Everything else is pretty replaceable like clothes, furniture, etc. The only things I couldn't replace is my necklace which i wear 24/7 and the pictures on my laptop/hard drive.

If this is my dream house, I'm going all out. Lol I am in love with victorian style homes and cottage-y homes. I like the ones that are fun colors so maybe like a yellow or a powder blue with white trim and a front deck to sit on in the mornings and a back porch for entertainment. It would have a lovely front yard with roses and a stone walkway and a big, green backyard. It would have neighbors but the houses would be spaced out generously rather than being one on top of the next. It would be roomy but not huge. Overall, probably a 3 or 4 bedroom home (because I'd want to live in it forever which means eventually having a family). As you first walk in, there would be a walkway with a closet for coats to your left and a small table with fresh flowers (most likely daisies) to your right. The home would have all wooden floors as well as lots of light and open space! There would be a big, sunny kitchen with an island, beautiful wooden cabinets, and granite countertops. It would be 2 stories. Downstairs, there would be a living room for when guests come over with a big comfy couch and a fireplace and there would also be a library loaded with books with a loveseat and a chandelier... and of course a tech/game room for my nerd-needs. Upstairs, there would be the master bedroom with a vanity for getting ready in the morning, a shower with 2 shower heads, a walk in closet and nook for reading. It would have a california king size bed with a wooden frame and a fluffy down comforter. The color schemes would change throughout the house but i really love black, white, red and sage green (not all together, of course). I would furnish for comfort over style. I would like it to be pleasing to the eye but also look home-y and inviting. Oh! and it would be close enough to town to where everything is accessible (dining, entertainment, shopping) as well as in driving distance to a beach.

There aren't any definite plans at the moment (a set date/a place to live long term) but it's still the goal. I am visiting for 5 days next week and that's exciting! Hopefully I'll be moving there in May sometime. Oh! But we have decided against buying a home, for now.

Of course there are some things that I look back on and cringe but there is nothing extremely major I would go back and change because, honestly, it scares me thinking how radically different my life would be now.

Yes, I wish I treated some people a little nicer and didn't even bother with others but if I didn't go through those experiences and learn all those lessons, I don't know how I would have turned out.

If I didn't destroy my first great relationship by being stupid and selfish, I wouldn't have learned to cherish a good thing when I have it. If I didn't ever have backstabbing friends or cheating boyfriends, I would probably still be naive and trust everyone, even those who don't deserve it. If I didn't lose that money, meet that person, take those risks even though they failed, etc., I might not like who I am now and overall, I think I'm a darn good person.

Lol. I don't do anything in particular that would cause me harm but accidents happen and I'm incredibly clumsy. Every time I wake up in the morning, there's a chance of it happening.

I do watch those shows. However, I don't personally know anyone who has been in that situation. I'm at the age now where it's not unheard of to have a legitimate child but when I was 15/16/17 nobody I knew got pregnant. I'm sure it did happen then too but it seems like more of a recent "trend"... if you can call it that. I don't remember ever seeing a single pregnant student my entire time in high school. The rate of teenagers having kids now appears to be out of control.

I definitely wasn't expecting it to get the response that it did. I don't have any more music/rap videos planned in the near future but I guess if someone wanted me to, I would do another one. As for the people who don't like my video, if they want to take the time out of their day to watch my whole video and then say something mean about me or my video, I will just cherish the fact that I wasted about two minutes of their life and there's nothing they can do about it.

Well, I'm most likely getting a house this year so most of my gadget/accessories/fun stuff is going to be put on hold for a while. I already have more than I need. Possibly a new phone, though, if I need to switch carriers.

Oh God. This question makes me sound boring. I don't really have very many added apps and pretty much all the ones I do have are for functional purposes rather than entertainment. So, top 5 I guess are Facebook (which came on the phone), YouTube (came on the phone), Ebay, Gmail (because I'm boring) and the Nook app.

Uh... don't die or get seriously injured is probably my biggest goal for 2012.

I'd have to say... Chicken. It's delicious and can be made a million and one ways.

This year I was Minnie Mouse, last year I was a sailor and the year before that I was a candy corn witch. I'm really not that creative, I just go to the store and buy whatever costume looks okay. I don't normally have any idea of what I'm going to be until I buy it. Lol

I'm confused... Someone analyzed it? Was it not you?

Also, I wasn't being demanding, cold or calloused. I was just playing around. Obviously if you didn't want to, that's your choice and I wouldn't have been upset.

That's actually pretty good! Thanks!

I'm not going to lie it's really strange when you realize people on the internet know more about your life than your IRL friends. (i.e. high school problems, traumatic childhood incidences, etc.)

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