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It's not really about gender so much for me, more about whether it's from the sub or dom perspective, and whether it's well written.
Generally I think it's easier to write fiction from the sub perspective, something to do with the emotions they go through being more obvious to articulate.
I do really love it when I get a good insight into the dom's side though, but it's very hard to get right, and I can't think of any publicly available examples. -
If a conversation stalls I tend to forget about it immediately, but if someone else starts it up, I'm happy to start where we left off
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I didn't, I never really saw the appeal of anything that regimented at the time, I was fiercely defending my individuality against the forces of conformity around me.
I have since toyed with fantasies about being part of a uniform hive mind, but I think it's still something only on the edges of my interest.
Oh, and white coats are always sexy, but on other people -
Guilt.
Frustration just means I can't get what I want, and that's generally out of my control.
Guilt means I've let someone else down, and/or let myself down, and implies it was within my control, but I've failed somehow. -
I'd rather not say, for me hypnosis is an intimate thing, a private thing between two people. I might draw on my experiences in stories, mention things that have happened to me in the past, but I try to limit it.
There's something about that space that you go into which is outside of reality, it's a magical time, I try to recount it sometimes, but it's always flawed, the memory is better than the words, no matter how carefully I write. -
Fuck off
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I'd rather not erase anything, I think even bad memories help you learn something. I just try to make as many good memories as I can to outweigh them.
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I want you to do bad things to me, tease me, fuck with my head, make me think you're going to kiss me, then drift away as if nothing happened, when I've lost all hope, when I don't think I deserve anything, grab me roughly, push me against the wall, so hard I'm gasping for breath, grind your knee into my crotch, slowly move your mouth towards mine, gently take my lip in your teeth, close them until you see my eyes widen in fear, then smile and pull away, close your hands firmly around the tops of my arms, making everything beneath them go limp, helpless, whisper in my ear all the things you're going to do to me, all the pain and joy you're going to inflict on me, and that I'll let you, completely subject to your will, make me beg for it, crying with how much I need to be torn apart by you, how much I need that peace, that bliss of total surrender, then when I'm utterly broken, when I've given you everything I am, wrap me up safely in your arms, dry my tears, tell me that I'm yours, that you'll take care of me, then fuck me until we lose all boundaries, until we merge, until we fall together
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Difficult one. It's not an area that I get into that frequently, so it depends on the person. If it was someone who I didn't submit that deeply to, I'd only really accept things that I'd be fine with - physical punishment isn't too much of a problem for me as I have a very high pain threshold, but then again it's not that arousing either, unless combined with good head games.
If it was someone I'd given myself to completely, I wouldn't really have any limits, if they thought I deserved a punishment, they'd be right and I'd take it willingly, gratefully (so is that really punishment?).
I don't really like a lot of physical or psychological humiliation, so even things that are quite innocuous, even arousing, to a lot of people in the community would be pretty distasteful to me (Clothing and behaviour restrictions and permissions, embarrassment, forced exhibitionism).
But then again, things that a lot of people think of as humiliating, don't trouble me in the slightest, and are even quite sweet (foot kissing, being called degrading names, roleplaying submissive scenarios)
I don't like there to be too much bleed over between my fetish life and my everyday life, so anything where I had to say or do something that was obviously BDSM in front of my non-kink friends would be very difficult.
Not being allowed to come would be incredibly hard too, such a basic joy, a fundamental right, to have that taken away, even temporarily, would make me feel way out of my depth. Having to ask permission to come is a very deep level of control too, obedience has to be more important than orgasm, not easy...
Other than that it's just silly things like not being allowed to listen to music, which is something that keeps me sane, makes me feel like things are alright with the world.
Anyway, I don't like being punished, so I just make sure I'm always a good girl, right? -
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Poached, soft in the middle, fed to me while my hands are bound, while I'm on my knees. The yolk dribbles down my chin, and I try to lick it all up, try to be a good girl, but I just can't reach it all. He looks at me with amused pity, wipes it off with his finger, and slides it into my hungry mouth.
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Hypnosis.
Too easy.
But it's true, there's nothing that makes me shiver with need like it.
But still, what is it about hypnosis that really gets you? Go deeper.
OK, well, fair enough, there are different kinds of hypnofetishists. Although I do have a soft spot for all the corny trappings, the spirals, the pocketwatches, the flashing lights, that's not really what it's all about for me.
So, what is it all about? What's the pull, the lure?
I think it's the particular kind of connection it allows, the intimacy of placing yourself under someone's control so completely. I love the feeling of subspace anyway, which is a kind of trance, but there is an increased level of giving up responsibility when you let someone manipulate your mind so deeply.
And why is that so hot? Go deeper.
Ah, it's about potentially losing yourself, not knowing if you can really trust them, but putting yourself in their hands anyway. Opening up. Giving in.
So, what's your biggest fetish?
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Actually the best stories always come from people you know, someone hot, whispering quietly late at night about how they've controlled other people, and by implication, how they could control you...
But otherwise, I only really read stuff on http://mcstories.com/ and I couldn't possibly say which are the best, as it just depends on your tastes. -
Even when he's not with me, his voice guides my movements irresistibly, whispering commands I can't hear. My hands belong to him, they betray me, knowing all the places to touch to send me deeper under his control. One word fills me, rules me, makes me complete. The word my life revolves around now.
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The marks of his ownership burn fiercely on my body... no, on His body... the pain transformed by his touch into flames of desire, the joy of pleasing him with my submission outweighing any urge for self-preservation.
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It feels so right to be at his feet, no thoughts apart from the ones he put there. Just a warm, wet hole where memories should be. Aching for him to fill it with commands, aching to obey.
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I can't seem to catch the time between my head being penetrated with these phrases, and coming to, with a blank spot in my mind and a wet spot in my knickers. My thoughts slide away, slippery with desire, moving with no resistance around the ideas puppeting me. I don't need to know what happened, he knows what to do with my body better than I do.
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I'm all about control, pure and simple. Whatever it takes to prove to them, to prove to me, that they are in complete control of my mind, body and soul.
Of course, this is a power I'd only give to the right person, someone whose desires wouldn't diminish me, bore me, make me of less value.
If I'm pushed on what my fantasies are, they would be for things that got inside me, triggers that make my head fuzzy, make me submissive and compliant, but with enough intelligence and awareness to watch it happening.
I'd like to feel as if he could read my thoughts, my deepest fears and desires, puppet me, make me his thrall, but without anyone else knowing - just our secret.
If he'd like to make changes in me, let them be for the better - more confident, fit, efficient, knowledgeable, all as an act of submission to him.
Make me glow with power, make me more desirable, able to charm and control everyone around me apart from him. A perfect tool to be used to his ends. -
I love this piece of text, but have no idea where it's from, do let me know if you posted this question.
"For better or worse" is the key, I do worry that I spend too much time dreaming of fabulous things rather than making them happen in reality, but hope I can "prick myself" more. -
I want to hear what it's like to be you. Be as honest as you can, but I don't need details, just the poetry of desire.
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Influencing Machine’s Bio
I'm a writer, artist and performer; exploring an obsessionn with control, submission & hypnosis
