I think I love you too, who ever you are. I'm going through so much quarrels about love right now actually. . . I know what I want, but at the same time I don't. I wish I can just make everyone happy. It makes me really depressed that I cannot do that.

I feel so fucking useless and it's getting to the point where I am hating myself for it. Like, why would one person, much less multiple people love me in a way where they want it to express that feelings to himself, not multiple people?