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Oh well. It sucked, it sucks and it will probably continue to suck for awhile, but life goes on.
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I figure you mean storyteller haha, but well, thanks. I don't know how it popped in my head. Some lines just do, i guess.
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I'm on hiatus cause a lot of reasons. I'm trying not to be, though.
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Well first of all, thank you<33. Second of all, two are calling out to me personally - faeriecircle and sweetwitchery. I'm leaning towards sweetwitchery, but hey, it's up to you! They all sound pretty<3
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Wasn't it Doves At Her Feet? It's still there! I'm just kinda working on other stuff...secret stuff...
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Yeah. Luckily, he eventually said he'd pay half, like we'd originally planned. And honestly, I just didn't want to fight him on it. It hurt and it still hurt and yes, boys do suck. But I'm not giving up on love, so don't expect my stories to be changed by any of this<3
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I'll tell you guys here since I know some of you may have seen on tumblr. I trust my mibba friends and readers (you guys, if any of you are still there) way more than my tumblr followers.
I thought things were going great, too. I thought we were having some difficult times because of the distance. I could tell he was pulling away from me a little this Fall, and I tried to keep him, thinking to myself, "If we just get to January (when we were going to see each other next) we'll be okay." But I guess I tried too hard. He broke up with me. He said that he couldn't handle me, and that my entire world revolved around him. I didn't understand, and still don't really, because he had told me that I was the only one he ever wanted to be with, and that we were soulmates. I mean, when we met he was extremely opposed to marriage, but near the end he talked about us being married like it was going to happen. I thought we were in love. I thought I'd found "it." But only because i thought he'd found "it," too.
So it was very, very hurtful and horribly confusing. It still is. I paid $440 on a plane ticket to go out there in January, thinking it was going to happen and knowing we'd be okay if we could just be together again. After we broke up, I said that I thought he should pay for the whole thing, because he was the one that didn't want me to come. I thought that was fair. Yesterday he announced that he wasn't going to pay the $440 if I wasn't going to be his friend (I hadn't really talked to him in two days and I had told him that I couldn't be his friend, and that once I let go of what had happened it meant that he would be out of my life) he wasn't going to pay. He was going to make me pay. He demanded that I call the airline and get credit. I told him I thought he was lonely and hurt from things that were going on in his life. He told me he didn't need me, or anyone. He told me that he was "proud" and "strong" and happy with who he was. He told me he didn't love me, and wasn't in love with me, even though two days before he'd said he did.
The most frustrating part is the fact that I know he's afraid. But he's so stubborn. He thinks I don't know him, but I do. All I want to do is make him see that it's okay. That I'm not trying to change him, or tie him down, or put unrealistic expectations on him. I just want to love him.
So that's it, really. It hurts so much, and I can't stop crying and I've hardly eaten. I know it'll be better soon, or at least it will someday, but for right now, it feels like someone died. Everything reminds me of him. -
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Yeah, I do! It's http://weheartit.com/mercurydaughter :)<3
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I'm glad you enjoyed them. I did have you in mind when I decided to post the second update. Good luck to you!
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I hope so! Chapter Four is almost done.
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Hahaha, I suppose this is a little true, although I was having trouble before I had a boyfriend, so who knows.
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We met on tumblr, of all places. He hasn't read any of my stories yet, but if he wants to, he can. I wouldn't mind letting him see them. He's very supportive of my writing in general.
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Emily’s Bio
By birth I am a dreamer. By trade I am a storyteller.
