Man, you know what? When it comes down to it, it's probably the desire to continually improve at the things I do. The places where I'd love to see me get better and eventually maybe be able to earn a living are areas such as:

*art
*songwriting
*information visualization
*web architecture and design
*writing
*business reconstruction

There's a lot I'd like to do, but I try to keep in mind that there's only 24 hours in a day. It's hard - I go to sleep sometimes wishing that I could've accomplished more in an evening.

I think having friends who choose to often challenge me also helps - many of my closer friends know what I can be capable of when I REALLY work at something, and will often see if I'm selling something short.

In the end, I'd love to make my mark - but it'll be a long journey until I do it :)