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You're lovely.
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Hmm...People tell me I look like Kristen Stewart, but I don't see that.
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Right now...work out. But I used to have some pretty unhealthy habits. Working out is a great habit and it makes you feel happy by producing endorphins. So when I do it, I always feel better. Now I just need to give up that junk food. Haha!
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Because God. It's that simple. :)
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Um...yeah. A lot. Facebook. DeviantArt. DailyBooth. Tumblr. Interpals. A LOT. Lol.
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The sentimental ones.
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Cole and I dated for five years on and off. He was very important to me and I really trusted him, even though I don't trust many people. I didn't believe in love when I met him and I still didn't believe in it when we had been dating on and off for about three and a half years. It took me four of those five years to kiss him. He told me he loved me sometime in ninth grade and said he knew how I felt about that word so I didn't have to say it back. I really did love him though. I thought it was impossible to love someone, but I really felt it. I said it back. He told me I couldn't understand what that meant to him.
About a year and a half later, he broke up with me. I had noticed that he'd been touching me (kissing me, hugging me for long periods of time, etc...) less and less and I'd even asked him about it, but he said it was nothing. I'm not as unintelligent as everyone seems to think, though, and I knew something was wrong. I just loved him so much, I told myself it was nothing. All of these little things had started to build up and there was this girl that always flirted with him. This was probably what pushed us over the edge. I had asked him to tell her to back off and respect that I was his girlfriend, but he said I was being ridiculous and overreacting. He never said anything to her and she continued. He got angry and we fought if I brought it up, but I still think he should have said something...
We went back out after that for about a week, but I broke up with him because I knew he wouldn't be happy with me ever and eventually he'd break up with me again anyway. Even though I broke up with him that time, I was really angry at him. He'd hurt me more than anyone ever had and he thought I shouldn't be upset. He liked a girl soon after.
After we'd been broken up for a while, he'd already told me that we'd broken up because "all we ever did was fight", he didn't "love me anymore", and he'd "never loved" me, and I had been nearly hating him, we talked. He wanted to be friends. I'm really trying, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt sometimes. Over the summer I got so much better because I didn't have to see him, but when school started back up, it was like a really friggin' bad bee sting that wouldn't go away.
He also tried to convince me during our talk that I was never in love with him either. This really pissed me off, to be frank. I did love him whether he believes that or not and it hurts to know that I was just another girlfriend to him. But I guess that's the way things work. Broken hearts happen.
It has gotten a lot better, but it will never be like before. He used to be my best friend. That's five years of my life taken away from me. It hurts a lot less with Garrett there to fix some.........but it doesn't help that I am reminded of it everyday.
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Lol. Not to me, dear. Someone else. I answered someone else's question.
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You're so ridiculous. Leave him alone.
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Do I have to???????????? Lol. Now, what?
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An amazing guy who I've really fallen for. His name is Garrett.
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I don't know what a gacko is. Lol.
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Well, Alex....................that's not a question. Lol. I guess it's kind of like my statement, "White roses and acid reducer."
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I get upset. Not neccesarily pissed off, but upset. I want to talk about it and that's not always the best idea according to my friends. I never think that they envy me. I don't really think that people act the way they do because they're jealous. I think they do it because they think they're better.
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chelsea’s Bio
I want to answer...so ask.
It sucks that everything you think you know, can be so far from the truth.
