I'm guessing this is Amber, and if my guess is correct: I could sit here and write a novel to you, but I'll keep it kind of short. I miss you so much that I can't think about it without breaking down, so I try not to think about it at all. Not having you by my side has shaken me beyond belief. I never believed in anything but us, and now I can't bring myself to believe in anything at all. I would give anything for you to just call me right now and apologize and give me some kind of sign that you care enough to even want to try to go back to how we used to be. There are lots of other things I'd like to say, but certainly not on the internet.

If this wasn't Amb then say so~.