Dedicating myself to something and working hard at it - professionally. I think personally I have been improving upon this, but when it comes to work I fall very short. A combination of laziness and a lack of self-confidence and fear of failure due to a case of never actualized perfectionism holds me back a lot. Guilt and constant bouts of regret cause me to not move past it.

On a lighter note, I also wish I was better at drawing. ;D

Oh goodness. ;P Well, that really depends on how you define "craziest". I mean, running off to Japan for a year as an English major seemed kinda crazy to a lot of people. ;) Even doing the Disney College Program for 8 months seemed crazy to some folks. But heading to Austin with a boyfriend and a vague idea of the future was probably the craziest thing in hindsight. At least it's worked out well! :D

Kinda, yah.. we've been looking at Gavin for a boy and Penelope for a girl. But I dunno, I really feel like that could change at the drop of a hat. :\ Names are very important to me and I also think that the timing of the pregnancy could be a factor. (I seriously like to look at astrological signs, meanings of months, meanings of names, etc etc. :P) I've also been thinking that I'd like to have Lucy's name play a part if I have a girl - but I'm not sure I really want the name Lucille, though Lucy as a middle name might not fit well.. *shrug* I'll obsess over it when the time comes, I'm sure!

Tree house, hands down! An intricate tree house with multiple levels and awesome hand carved furniture. I'd want a look out room on top for stargazing and lots of interconnecting bridges to get around. :D

Ahahaha.. if my life with a novel it would be emo. :P Nah, um.. definitely some kind of chick lit I figure. :) I've managed to have a slow going romantic comedy unfold for me, which is all I wanted growing up. Now that I've been lucky enough to have had what I've had in my love life, I think I'd like some more action/adventure and travel to slip in, please. ;)

Hmmmm.. toughie. I really kinda like flying squirrels and Japanese squirrels make me happy. :) But black and white squirrels are probably my favorite. They're just so cool looking! :D Both types look really exotic to me.