When I was a kid there was a girl at school who invited me to a youth group event. I accepted but when I got there I realized some other kids from school were there too and I got embarrassed. I was embarrassed to be seen with the girl who had invited me and for everyone to know that we were friends.

We all ended up in the same group during the youth assembly and I leaned back and whispered to the other kids something to the effect of: 'I'm not her friend, I don't even want to be here.' What an ass!!

I don't know what I was thinking...it's just so out of my character to do something so idiotic and hateful. And of course even though the other kids might not have liked her that much they had total contempt for me, and rightfully so.

I wish I could say I'm sorry to her, but hopefully she never even heard that stupid whispered comment and has forgotten all about me by now.