Wow. He is fucking disgusting. He is not worth your time, nor worth the hurt. No one should even have to go through what you're going through. Speak up for yourself and remember that this isn't your fault.

And why's that?

Pour out your stress all you like :).

Is this the same person as before? I don't know whether you're seeking out for advice or you're just letting out your feelings, but I think I should still give you advice - I really think you should speak up for yourself and don't let him take advantage of you. And I also think that even though you don't like discussing this face to face you should, to someone who also knows your step-dad. Eg: Mom. Because that person may be able to stop your step-dad when telling someone like me, the only thing I do is help you and not him. I may be able to change your state of mind but not his.

Aw, who did you hear that from? And yeah, I can try my best.

The truth is, you shouldn't let anyone abuse you whether it be emotionally or physically. Neither should you let him have the satisfaction of knowing that you are scared of him because he WILL take advantage of that. People like your step-dad are an example of how disgusting human-beings are. You're beautiful whether you are a girl or guy and you don't deserve to be treated this way. You should tell someone about this that can actually help you in reality. Eg: Your mom.

Euphoria.

Who dat one? Nah, it's Peter.

Ngaw.

Lol, I walked away from it a while ago and I don't think I'll be going back to it anytime soon.

My little sister ♥

Lols, they already stopped growing!

Not including the girls.
J. Ngo, P. Nguyen, J. Baker, D. Tran and A. Le.

1. It seems like you're getting sick of me. I don't know whether I should confront you or just let it slide. I know you hate talking about these things, but I hate how it's just so hard to tell you anything or to even count on you. You lack interest in the things I do and say. Do you even still care? You're not meant to be one of the people who walk out on me...

2. You've disappointed me in ways I could never explain. If ever in the future we end up talking, don't ever for a second think we can ever be the same. All the inside jokes, and DNM's mean nothing to me now. I hate you.

3. I'm happy with our relationship right now. I'm glad that I'm someone you can trust but I hate how you never realize how much you actually affect me. I hate it when you only think about yourself. I hate how you expect so much from me. If I'm always there for you, and you're always there for her, who's there for me? I hate how I can never count on you. I don't know if you realize this, but there are times where you make me feel really worthless. Though regardless, I hope you don't become someone I use to know.

4. You no longer need to worry if I still care about you. Because I really don't anymore. I thought you were low before, but now you have just took low to a new level. I don't even want to know what kind of person you are anymore. Yeah I heard you're doing good? Well I'm doing better. I'm not gonna lie and say I don't still miss you, because I do. But I'm sure that I've given up on all hope with you.

5. You're someone I really care about but right now you're making it so hard. You seem so reluctant to tell me things or to even hold a decent conversation with me. I need you sometimes you know? I miss you sometimes you know? But whatever the issue is, I hope you know that I will always be there for you. It's you before most people. I know you've got trust issues with me and I know that I always seem like I don't have time. But I do and I always will. One call away. I promise I won't leave like everyone else, I promise that I won't make things hard on you.

Depends what they want me to change? And whether they love me as well.

Come after me.

Yes, cos if you really like someone the feelings will always be there, you just learn to live around it.

Depends whether when I open the door they say something or stand there. But I guess I would be speechless. If the person I missed the most apologised and that I would hug that person right away.

Smile, body, smell, eyes.

Yup.