myself

CHEESE AND ONION CRISPS AND SMOKED HAM

mushrooms, big puffy chips, pies, potato waffles, prawns, squid, most seafood, lloadss

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BECAUSE THEY DON'T FUCKING LOVE THEM BECAUSE A DEEP SENSE OF LONELINESS OBVIOUSLY FUELLED THEM TO ACT IN SUCH A WAY ... THEREFOR just fucking.... people man. why.

caramel u mthfcksr

convincing myself i have an itch and struggling with it all day, just wanting to go home and live in the shower. not caring enough about anything and this being reflected in my clothing, my hair, what i say, my lack of concentration and attention, HAVING to do things.

every single day.

th heet on ma bodeh.

i get 8 million fucking thousand million shifts at work and earn double.

um, all i really 'want' at present is to feel proud of myself (i'm not any closer to feeling this), i am very happy just now, i have never been abroad and will be making my first venture in 54 days time, i think incredibly fast but i hate vocalising everything because i loathe the sound of my own voice.

yes

the pendulum essential mix. oshyaaaa

i am reading almost 12 books at present. i delve in and out of them.

YES

no because i don't tend to friend incredibly stupid and oblivious beings, i make a conscious effort not to, in fact.

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i answered this before. andy aitkens, from my 16th. a white lies ticket surrounded by 16 bags of skittles each with £1 stuck on them, wrapped in a pendulum flag. what a fucking thoughtful and considerate angel. it was my favourite because no one has ever put that much thought into a present for me, ever.

wasps, very very very small insects in my hair and on my body biting me and making me itchy, feeling completely empty again.

well i can sure tell they are not astounded by it. but i can tell they are amused by the fairy lights all over the trees and the garden