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    1. Syilaa Merliah

      Hello, I don't want to judge. I am in no position to. Because I am nowhere near having branded bags, branded shoes, branded panty & bra and etc. I do not even know how to doll myself up with those branded stuff. These people who has them must be living a good life, huh? Envy them though. Expensive place to eat? Seriously, can't think of any at the mo except 5 stars hotel? Google!

    2. Syilaa Merliah

      Honestly, no. I have never loved anyone more than I love Noorsyazwan. I may not get over my first love, but I am moving on. And I thank Noorsyazwan for his understanding, patience and most importantly for still having faith in me. I do not have anymore feelings for him, I just cannot forget him. It's no harm if you still have feelings for yours, but you gotta move on. Memories stays, feelings dont.

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      Of course! We talk about marriage all the time. We talk about how I want my dress to be like, we talk about what door gifts should we get for our guests, we talk about where should the wedding be held, we talk about everything! And above all that, I still do not have a wedding dream. Because I keep picturing different views in my head. One day, maybe one day I will finally have a fixed wedding dream. Stay tune.

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      1) I don't get jealous of girls for being pretty. I envy them. I love looking at pretty girls. But apart from all of that, I envy people who have a good life, awesome family, smart thinking and good education. Not that I am too stupid to begin with. Sometimes I just dont make full use of my brains. 2) What's the point of being pretty if you have an ugly heart? I trust people too easily. Often asks myself if that person is sincere/trustworthy but I don't always live by my princips. And that's how I got stabbed and walked all over. I got tired of people eventually. Bottomline, I'm not looking for anything in someone to befriend with. 3) Rich. How do you tell? Let's face it. We all judge by appearance. He/she got that Gucci bag, prada heels/shoes, obviously they're richer than us. That's how I tell.

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      I would love to have one like Katy Perry's in her music video, Fireworks. Because purple is my fav colour!

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      Body weight has never been a sensitive issue for me until recently (not really recently though) I found out Im in the 50s! It used to be 45kg all the way :( And no, please do not like my body shape cause I dont.

    9. Syilaa Merliah

      Praises to Allah, I started performing my prayers again a day before Ramadhan. I hope to maintain this way.

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      The left side right? That is not eyebags. I have them since I was a kid, I am cacat I know #sadlife

    11. Syilaa Merliah

      Love, money, luxury, no?

      Someone ever said this to me "Let go of your past, dont hold on to it much longer. It happened for so long ago. Loose a lil and you'll be happy, trust me".

      I guess I found my happiness?

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      No problem, sharing is caring :)
      I'd normally start by applying a cream as my skin is dry after putting lose powder. Then I'd use my foundation stick and spread them equally with a sponge. After doing so, I apply lose powder. Not too much, I dislike having thick make up sticking to my face. I never had my eye shadow on, I do not know how to use them! So I only had an eyeliner with fake eyelashes on, just to make my eyes look bigger. Not to forget some blusher to add on colours to my face and lastly a red lipstick. But I'd usually dap the red until it fades away. Sometimes I'd mix it with a nude colour. And I am ready to put on my shoes and have a great day ahead.

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      Thank you, you flatter me! Hahaha. I dont really have O levels. I only passed my Malay Language and Art :(

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      The mango that I worked for is under Isetan at Shaw/Lido. Went up to the human resource department at level 11 and tried my luck.

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      Hello sweetheart. My first job was as a retail assistant at Mango (Isetan Shaw) and that was on 2008. And then, I once joined Cisco at Changi Aiport as Auxiliary Officer, that was on 2009 I think. 2010, I worked at Far East Plaza at one of the shops name 2cm/Toilette. And then I had an offer with AIBI but didnt last long so I went back to Mango (Isetan Scotts). And my most recent job was as a Patient Service Associate at TTSH, I love that job very much! And you must be wondering how long do I lasts in each right? 3 months max. And now, I am back to school, hoping I would get a better and stable job with the cert I'm getting by end of this year.

    20. Syilaa Merliah

      Honestly, I've never felt insecure with my boyfriend for almost 16 months already. Even though we don't spend much time (only 10% of it because we live just 2 traffic lights away and my life revolves around him most of the time) together, I don't feel insecure at all. Because I trust him. I am blessed to have met such a nice guy like him. Eversince he came into my life, everything is just so much better.

      Now, let's try putting myself in that shoe (with reference to your question). We girls can't deny that we will feel neglected if our boyfriend doesn't spend much time with us but that shouldn't be an excuse for us to feel insecure. Cause I believe that if the trust is there, insecurity shouldn't exist. Even if there is a lil bit of insecurity in us, work it out. All you gotta do is stay positive. Do not let the ego conquer the mind. Afterall, give and take plays a part in a relationship,yes?

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