Rae, Your posts seriously wear me out! Never content it seems. Wanting Gingerbread, toys you say you can't afford ( yet bought dog & ferret recently ) Now a coffeemaker? For those of us with unemployed hubbies, it's tiring to keep reading. Be thankful!
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