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      Haha, I'm not a lady killer, just because I think Haley and Orange are really cute girls doesn't mean I've had sex with them or ever plan to.

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      Treason! Hah, It'd be neat but it's bitter sweet I'm sure. Although I'm not conceded or self important enough to think I deserve that kind of title. I'm not internet famous, just a alt model (sometimes) and not even a particularly well known one (it's just for my own amusement and only ever has been). I also like privacy, and am a pretty big hermit.

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      It depends I guess, with my luck I'd probably end up being some lame super embarrassing vicious meme that'd make me want to hide under a rock, unlike Ridiculously Photogenic Guy meme, haha, he probably has such swagger right now from that.

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      It depends on your relationship dynamic, there is no black and white code to relationships, it's all about your personal needs and the expectations you have for each other, no one should be able to tell you what's normal or not.

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      I literally can't initiate it, I'm not capable of it, it just feels wrong, it makes me feel like I am needy, annoying, selfish, unwanted, if the other person doesn't take me I feel like I'm forcing them to do something they might not want to do and it really turns me off and makes me not want to have sex at all, and then there is two people not wanting to have sex, haha.

      The only time I can is if I have my buttons pressed until I reach my critical mass horny girl frenzy, and am all "must have, do want!!" but even then it's technically initiated by Dil because he's the one who knows all my triggers and is casually button pressing and giving me signals he's at least quazi interested...

      I am a bit bolder with girls but it usually takes a drink or two for me to be brave enough to take the initiative, I get admittedly inappropriate with girls when I drink, boobies become like glorious magnets for my hands, haha.

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      Porphyria responded to SphereSpam 22 May

      I sold my trash on ebanned for a while, I didn't really do it for need of the money, I just thought it was kind of amusing and a novelty that someone was willing to buy that, although it got old quick and I stopped wanting to do it once the novelty of it wore off and I just felt kind of manipulative and sorry for the guys buying it. I'm fairly open minded about sexuality but the piggy fetish is one I still don't quite get, but to each there own, I have my issues too.

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      You should have her go to her gyno and talk about it and get examined for good measure, pain during sex when there used to not be any could be a sign of a serious health problem.

      After watching a doc on netflix about fringe sexual behavior and conditions, they also talked about Endometriosis and Vaginismus both disorders that cause extreme pain or complete inability to have sex, although I think you're born with it, it doesn't suddenly appear.

      If it used to be fine and is now painful it might be psychosomatic (physical symptoms originating from mental or emotional causes) and there might be an issue with your relationship or some issue from her past that she needs to deal with. I know it's common to have psychosomatic pain during sex for victims of violent rape, and therapy can help deal with the underlying causes.

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      It's possible, and not a bad thing in my opinion because I think there are many types of love, affection, friendship, romantic, sexual, unconditional (the Ancient Greeks even had several distinct words for love for each of these categories knowing this: agápe, éros, philía, Xenia, and storgē.) So yea, just because he loves me it doesn't mean he's "in love" or "obsessed" we all love several people in different ways =).

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      Porphyria responded to ABCDyeah 19 May

      Dil buys me chicken corn chowder when I'm in a funk because my mom used to make it for me all the time and when I'm sad I'll eat it because it's comforting and reminds me of being a kid and not really having any significant problems, haha.

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      Porphyria responded to Mau5yBabee 17 May

      Me and My boyfriend share just one big body pillow for our heads...we have a second one for watching movies on my lap top in bed sometimes cause you need more head prop-age for that business xp.

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      I myself would love to learn more about digital photography, I know about lighting, and composition, posing, and quite extensively about editing (I even worked for NBC as a photo-editor), but I know very little about actual high end professional digital cameras or equipment, or how to choose the best, I would like to though. Sorry for not being much help xp.

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      Porphyria responded to ABCDyeah 15 May

      Some guy got me tattooed on himself and sent me an image of it and it creeped me out a little.

      Also a unstable ex tried to "get me back with him" when we broke up by cutting his arm wide the hell open and sending me video of it to show how "upset he was by what I had done to him by breaking up with him" and had to go to the hospital for a week. O_O

      Not so attractive.

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      I think it's a much better way to meet someone, as long as everyone is genuine and honest about who they are, it allows you to get to know someone better before all that physical business gets in the way, you can better screen a person. I think it's important to meet RL and have a real in person relationship and dates after you've both decided you have romantic feelings, but I don't think your missing out on anything meeting someone online at first. You're skipping small talk, you skipping awkwardness, your skipping all the junk you won't miss. I think you're parents aren't as receptive to it because they are probably not as integrated into technology as you, for our generation I think it's fairly common to meet friends and significant others online before you meet them in person.

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      Porphyria responded to ABCDyeah 15 May

      Personally actions speak louder then words, and my boyfriend has taken care of me for three years and never ask for anything in return, I think that's pretty romantic and loving.

      Also my favorite date ever when we had just started seeing each other was when we went hiking and then strawberry picking until we were stuffed, then he picked me a huge sunflower (my favorite flower) followed by looking at the stars! <3

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      Not often, I am most attracted to Asians, Native Americans (two of my exes were of cherokee descent ::swoons::), and Caucasians (or mixes of the three) but I have found a few black people very attractive in my life time, although I tend to find "Mulattos" more attractive, I like mixes in general more though. I think Osmoz Suicide is super hot, do want to touch her hiney.

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      Thanks, yea it's natural grown (my boyfriend thinks I had a sweet sixteen nose job though because my moms jewish and has the cliche "hook" nose so he doesn't believe me). I think there is nothing wrong with changing your appearance however you want to, it's your body, your choice, do whatever you want to it.

      That being said I think there is also merit in working with what your given though, not to mention surgery is expensive, dangerous, and often done for a desire to look like what third party or society finds attractive and not for yourself, which I think is sad.

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