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It's got to be I follow rivers, earthquake, young blood, or noticed.

yes I am! It's hard but it's the most important thing right now. Hormones, future, bones, sanity, haha.

Absolutely not. And thank goodness. I wouldn't have gone abroad if I thought that would happen. They don't keep me on track anyways, because I'm at college during the school year normally. I'm in my junior year and have been on my own for 3!

I eat squash sometimes for breakfast and I eat it with yogurt, nondairy milk and nut butter. I'm trying to gain weight, although I'll admit I could work harder. Anorexia's a tricky thing, you know, but I"m closer to recovery than ever before.

Oh I am keeping going. I'm in that really hard place where I want it so bad and I'm about to say "oh just fuck it" to my ed. I'm so close and this is it though. I can see life ahead of me. Every little bit helps. Thanks for your encouragement!

Are you my mom?

If you'd like to email me, I'd be happy to discuss this farther, if you're looking :) owlgirl624@gmail.com

I've had an ED since 10th grade (I'm a junior in college now) and I went to treatment inpatient and then residential. It was a decision my parents made while I was too insane to make it myself. :)

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yay blogging!! I've read yours for awhile and I'm honestly glad you're back. Yours was one of the first I found.

I like egg whites cooked in a variety of ways.

I could but it felt like copping out to me. If I was going to do it, I wasn't going to half ass it and if I'd given half away it wouldn't have, to me, been achieving my goal.

I actually went with my youth group, Acorn was the organization. Check at your local community center or church- I'm sure there will be trips around to volunteer for. Also try googling service trips- you'll find something!

Sure!! I'd be happy to. I love singing and I've been thinking about doing another vlog sometime soon. Any requests ;)

I just don't know what they'd get out of it besides seeing what thoughts are going through my head. Sounds like a good idea though!

I might do that. I'm not sure what it would do though.

I do have a therapist and a nutritionst as well. I love them both and have been working with them for a while. They don't know about my food blog, but I'm sure they'd be glad that I'm processing my feelings and relationship with food through some venue. and all the positive influences I get from reading blogs!

I actually chose not to weigh myself because I know it would hinder my recovery. We don't even have a scale that I know of in the house. For my part in recovery, I focus on what my body can DO for me, not how much it weighs because weight is just an attribute. Inside of myself is where I matter. Sounds silly, but I've found this focus to be really helpful.

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Taiwan!