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Okay, she's batshit crazy and her head ain't screwed in place properly. I'm sure she's missing half the nuts and bolts necessary for normal functioning but I don't think she's entirely evil.

Mental disorders are terribly misunderstood. I mean, it wasn't too long ago when schizophrenia was believed to be multiple possessions of the demonic.

I really do wish she gets the help she needs or if she's beyond saving, to be locked up in a place where she can't harm anybody including herself.

Who doesn't?

I've been trying to get my general education out of the way first, to be completely honest. I have hung out with enough artistic types to know that once you declare a major the huge temptation is to simply focus on the classes centered around such degree ... and then they can't graduate because they have yet to finish their science or math credits. I know a girl who has struggled for about eight years to finish her Theater Arts degree because she keeps getting distracted by productions and other such classes. I really don't want to be in those shoes.

It doesn't help any knowing that I'm not quite sure as to what I want. I like musical composition, arrangement and development. But I also enjoy history and mathematics. Its hard to say where it is I am going exactly but damned if I don't finish my degree.. whatever it is I end up picking.

Going to class and work has started to catch up with me and I had to withdraw out of a couple classes. I rather withdraw than flunk a class because I'm too tired to wake up/study or because the smell of the markers that are being used on the white board make me sick (true story!). I've been taking some online courses already this last term and I'll be honest, that was a life saver!

I'll make it do somehow. I have faith we'll be fine even if it takes a little bit longer. Right now, Ayane-chan and Shuy are my biggest priority.

Well.. hm.. I don't know. I'll have to think about this one a bit more. Its kind of hard to say considering I've been asked all sorts of questions. :P

Ooooh, that's a good one too!

Ha ha ha! I agree. That'd be superbly creepy if she could put her mind to it and ZAP, psycho-baby. In all honesty, though, I'm sure everything's fine. Yayoi's simply a sick individual who needs all the help she can to get her act together. If I knew how to help her, I would... but right now, I think a nice padded room, medication and professional help will have to suffice. She's a little unstable but not inherently evil.

Shuy and I have discussed this multiple times. As long as Ayane or I don't need any critical medical care, we're all traveling as a family unit.

150. I don't know how I'll react when I see her face but I can tell you right now I want to tear it off, pan fry it in habanero infused olive oil and force feed it to her after I've cut her tongue in strategic places.

Seriously, just thinking about what she's done is making me twitch and my blood pressure to rise. I can understand being jealously stupid to the brink stupidity (hey I've slashed an old beau's tire once and almost set a tree on fire to a friend's ex). I can understand that she's been sheltered to the point that she doesn't understand socially acceptable behavior to the point of cattiness but I don't know of any good F******G excuse that would warrant Yayoi trying to *kill* Yumi. (I'm sorry but choking someone is attempted murder. Bitch is crazy!)

I have been displeased with her behavior for quite some time and I let it slide as I figured "Hey, she doesn't know any better and has suffered some mighty shitty life experiences with her mom dying as well as her having some terrible screwed up seizures due to a very unpleasant illness. That and she's what, twelve?" But I've kept my mouth shut. Mostly because Yumi has asked me to play nice. I mean, we all knew Yayoi was a little off to begin with but no one thought she'd be capable of this.

All over what, Miyabi? I love him as a little brother because I've seen him grow up but he isn't worth killing over. There's the potential for him to be an amazing man but right now he's an egotistical little boy.

With foot rubbings from the husband, some greek yogurt and a jar of pickles.

Years of practice. I literally find it difficult to walk without heels. I swear, I can run in the snow and prance on a slick surface without issues. Put me in flats and I'm helpless.

I need to start wearing more flats though. I don't want to suffer life-long detriment, you know?

Ugh.. soon! I want Ayane-chan out!!

Well, I did.. a long time ago and while he was still suffering from a squeaky voice. I later told Shuy about it when going over some old picture albums and it just stuck.

I want her to grow up to be a well adjusted (hey, after Darth Frills pulled such a stunt, I can't help it!), happy and loved woman who has the strength in herself to find her own path.

With my life.

Savannah. I want to take pictures of those old cemeteries.

I think Miyabi needs to figure out what he wants out of life, career wise, AND relationship wise (both friends and girlfriends). Sex Drugs and Rock n Roll is a terrible stereotype that still is prevalent in the music industry. It sounds like a lot of fun but its nothing more than a cancer that affects EVERYONE.

Yumi, on the other hand, is as sweet, loveable creature who is madly in love with her current boyfriend. I don't understand why people have a hard time respecting that. Toshio and Yumi are quite deserving of one another. Miyabi has a LOT to grow up before anything can even happen with Yumi... and Toshio should no longer be in the picture.

What will be, will be.. if she marries Toshio, great.If she marries Miyabi, fine.... if she ends up marrying someone else we have yet to meet, so be it. At this moment, though... Miyumi cannot be.

At this second, that relationship would be a freakin' disaster.

Isn't it bad enough that Yayoi's set up for heartbreak? And what would happen to To-chan?

Personally? Meeby Weebie needs a lot of growing up before he gets involved with anyone. Sadly, that's already too late.

Banana bread with tabasco sauce. I don't know why, I just do.

cardboard boxes. I loved those things! They could be anything -- cars, space ships, a condo in Hawaii..... a lovely stage for me to sing in... Mom would help me decorate the sides with markers and when I got bored of that design, she'd help me tape colored paper to draw on. Ah.. I miss those times.

Oh, it feels like an eternity, really. Its gotten to the point where I feel like I'm stuck in the bathroom all day.. and sometimes she stretches and gets right under my rib cage...

No, no, no I am not! But I am! But I am not! EeeEee!!