I lost my virginity on my 15th birthday to my best friend and now we're not friends anymore and I just feel so alone. Not only was he my first, but he was my best friend and now he's gone. I feel so guilty and don't know what to do :(
You have to let go and move on. I understand it's not easy getting over someone who was your best friend but that's life. People come and go. There's nothing we can really do about it unless you want to try to sort out whatever problems you had. I can't give you any suggestions on that since I don't know what happened.