I am face to face with God. I always am. And I have absolutely nothing to ask him.

If anyone got the same exact tattoo that I have, I wouldn't be happy, at all. All of my sisters tattoos are custom. She spent months and months planning ours out.. Making sure the meaning is exactly what we wanted. Making sure the font was perfect, Making sure the placement was something that we wanted, etc. Something that personal shouldn't be copied by anyone- because it wouldn't have the same meaning behind it.

Hah, I know how that goes. I've been planning one of my tattoos forever, and i keep changing what exactly I want it to look like. c(: just get whatever speaks to you and reflects who you are. (:

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EVERY SINGLE THING.
My best friend is beyond perfect. And I love him, dearly. I always will.

Will do, (:

Thank you, (:

Yah, I defiantly saw it before he deleted it off of my page.. Very similar to mine, but to each their own, I suppose.

Thank you, but I don't exactly agree with that statement.
Nick and I do have similarities, as does every human with another. And we are very different, as is every human with another. But Nick and I have two completely different perspectives and outlooks, we have different goals, lifestyles, everything. I want to surround myself with people of a similar outlook, with others who care about their mind and body's health, with others that challenge me- mentally. Because I feel that is when I grow the most. I have best friends that are like that.. Nick is not that person.

We didn't get in a fight or anything, so there is nothing to work out. I just decided that I was done talking to him.. And I am. That's that.

Of course I have, (:
It can be difficult, but only if you make it. It used to be very difficult for me to forgive someone, until I simply realized that it shouldn't be.

What I do, is realize that the person who "did me wrong" so to say, was doing exactly what they needed to do at that moment. Maybe they needed to do it to personally grow, maybe they needed to do it to have the experience, to gain virtue, etc. No one knows what they need, more than they do. Period. So even though it may seem "wrong" to you, it wasn't "wrong" to them, at that time. But they are constantly learning and growing.

I always give everyone a wide berth to make mistakes.. Because they are always on the verge of wisdom because they are ALWAYS learning. And I understand that people make the same choices over and over again, but they ARE learning every single time that they make that choice.

When I forgive people, does that necessarily mean that I'm going to allow myself to be treated the same way? Well, not if I know that I deserve better than that. But that doesn't mean that I'm going to love them any less than I love another. I am still going to love them, be here for them, and care about them. And I am still going to give them a wide berth to make mistakes.. but I'm not going to allow myself to feel like I was treated badly.. if that makes any sense.

I know I could probably explain myself much better, but I've had a longgg day of work, and am wording myself very poorly. But I hope that made sense to you.. If not, feel free to ask me any questions about it. (:

I get my clothes all over. I just buy whatever I like, (: My crop jacket wasn't cheap, it was $120-ish, hah.

Well, let me try to explain this the best that I can.

Right where we are, right where you are sitting - seven planes exist (Jacobs ladder). You don't have to go anywhere to get to another plane, because they are all right here. However, we are only able to see what is on the first plane - our eyes can see everything that is existing right here on all seven planes, however, our brain only recognizes parts of the images that our eyes see. Our brain only recognizes what is equal to what we can accept. Which, right now - is the first plane since that is where we all are.

If we had a more broad accepting level, we would be on another plane. However, we are constantly growing on this plane. And we -could- have random glimpses of a being on the second plane if we have a brief moment where we are completely in the moment - nothing in the past or future on our mind.. no thoughts are racing through your mind - just being - where we have broadened our acceptance level.. In those brief moments, you can see things(beings) that are equal to your new acceptance level - but it doesn't last long, because for it to last - you'd be moving on to the second plane.

I also believe in being the Observer, which states that our thoughts create our reality. So, if someone were to strictly believe that it's impossible for ghosts or other beings to exist - so for them, that remains true. If someone believes that they do exist - and that their house is haunted, etc - then for them, that could also be true. Does that mean that they do exist then? Well not necessarily. It means that they exist for those who create them to exist in their life. Who will accept them being there - because you can only see what you can accept. So for those who don't want to accept it - then they won't experience anything of the sort, because it's not real or possible for them. If a person were to say they don't believe in ghosts, but they were to have random doubts about it, then they might still experience something strange.. that could be caused by a "ghost", but that is only because if they are having doubts, then they really haven't made the decision to not believe in them.

Now, other beings that are on higher planes than we are - don't deal with any negativity, whatsoever, because they have a more broad acceptance level. You may see a being whom you don't understand what they are doing, and if that is so, it could be one of those beings - because you're not going to understand them.. which could scare you. However, ghosts that are said to haunt people or houses.. or possess people/objects/etc.. Those are not those beings. Those "ghosts" are created by people, out of themselves.

For example, if someone is possessed - they are not possessed by another being from another plane. They are possessed by a being in which they created out of themselves. They are in control of it; they created it - and accepted it. And if you're confused on who two people could have the same experience with a "ghost", it is because they are both creating it to happen, and they are both accepting it, etc.

So, I do believe in "ghosts" I guess you could say - but I believe that most of them are created out of the minds who have experiences with them. So, it's possible for them not to exists too - depending on what the observer (YOU) decides. I don't believe it's right for me to create another being out of your mind, so I don't experience anything of that manner.. And I do believe that you can see beings from other planes.. But I don't believe that it happens often - at all.. It's very very rare. Most people who claimed to have done so, were on drugs - which, that was all something in their mind that they created and accepted and believed.. It was another being that they created out of themselves.

I hope that explains it..

As for aliens - I know on this plane there are other beings who would be considered super-intelligent compared to us. So, I suppose you could consider them being aliens. There are also the beings on all 7 planes, which, I guess you could consider them aliens too.. But, all-in-all; we're one in the same.

Hahah, um, well right now I'm listening to Shawty Got Moves by Get Cool.
"Alright a-a-alright yah, Alright a-a-alright yah, Alright a-a-alright yah, Alright a-a-alright yah, she movin', she movin', she movin', she got it, she movin', she movin', she movin', she got it.."

It's not my usual music choice.. but sometimes I get down.

Hm, I'm not going to say until I get it done, (:

I'm unaware to what is going on with anything that has to do with the government, sorry.

I don't see any reason to specifically point out Nick.

Let's just talk about best friends, shall we?

My best friend is the perfect example of what a best friend should be (for me at least). (:

He's so incredibly caring, thoughtful, and sweet.
He ALWAYS trusts.
He is ALWAYS honest. No matter what.
He can be trusted with absolutely anything - and everything - and won't tell a soul.
He is ALWAYS there for me, regardless of the time, day, situation. Always. Just to talk, listen, laugh, or even to help if I need it.
He ALWAYS has his arms wide open, and is always offering me a place to hang out, stay at, etc.
He doesn't gossip.
He ALWAYS has faith in me, and believes in me.
He is ALWAYS encouraging me.
He ALWAYS trusts my judgment and decisions.
He ALWAYS stands behind me and always supports me, even if he doesn't necessarily agree with my choices.
He never doubts me.
He gives me freedom and room to learn and grow on my own.
He stimulates my mind.
He never talks bad about me, my friends, my relationships, etc.
He never assumes.
He doesn't try to figure out everything in my life, he doesn't have a need to know everything.
He's protective.
He is one of the most loving, caring, supportive, brilliant people that I have ever come to know.
And I could seriously go on for hours.

With a best friend like that, why should I ever settle for something less that I've already moved past?

And I'm not saying that one person is better than another, because no one is any better than anyone else. However, my current best friend is a better fit for my current situation, lifestyle, and wellbeing than others would be for me.

Now, if there is something about me that you should know, it's that I won't allow myself to be around people that I feel I need to regress to understand their mind-thought. I love them, and it's not that I don't care about them.. Because I do. I'm just moving forward, and won't be held back - and I also won't be holding them back from experiencing what they want to experience.

So, since I have the most amazing best friend, boyfriend, family, and friends- I don't need or want those other dramatic people in my life. Period. I simply acknowledged the fact that I've moved past them, and chose to remove them.

I hope that answers your question. (:

Thanks for your opinion.. (: I don't want to be rude, but I don't feel like I really need to respond to this though. I'm pretty sure everyone knows my opinion already anyways, no need to put it on a social networking site. (:

Awh, thank you! (:

Well, I'm not exactly when my next shoot will be. I love modeling - but it's not a priority - working is. And since I work so often, it's very rare that I get a day off, so it's hard for me to plan shoots around my schedule.. Especially since I have bills to pay.

I was offered a salary modeling position, starting at $15,000 a year, but I declined. I would have had to move to Chicago, etc. And I plan on staying in this area for awhile. (:

So, as of now- nothing is really set in stone with my schedule.. I'll probably have one early August, at the earliest.. Because I know I'll have a day off in there for my birthday. (:

Well, I don't see us being in that situation, but I'll pretend like we are.

If Brandon wanted to do something.. anything, I'd let him, because I love him. If we could somehow get our different plans to allow us to still be together, that would be great. But if not, I'd allow him to do what he wants, because no one knows what he needs more than he does. I would never want to be holding someone I love so much back from their potential, and if I were to stay with him when our separate plans wouldn't work out, I would just be holding myself back as well. And giving him, and myself, room to do as we pleases wouldn't make our relationship or feelings for each other any less meaningful.. And it wouldn't change how much we mean to each other. We'd still always be best friends, and always be there for each other. (:

I'm not going to answer this, or any question, specifically about Nick.

But to answer the question: "Do you think a person is financially independent if their parents pay for their rent, schooling, phone bill, car, car insurance, medical insurance, and sometimes even food/gas?" My answer would be: "No, not at all."

For someone to be financially independent - or independent at all - they need to be able to support themselves, fully. Regardless of what it takes. You can't completely rely on your parents and be independent, which I'm assuming thats what your "LOL" was for..

I work around 40-45 hours a week (sometimes even more) between my two jobs just to pay all of my bills. My boyfriend worked more than 55 hours last week.. And if we still didn't make enough, we would work more hours and/or find a better job. Because that's what it takes. We wouldn't be able to ask our parents to pay one of our bill for us. It doesn't work that way.