Don't second guess yourself like you just did. Your writing is rockin' and I love reading your minddumps. Keep it up, gurl.
That's kinda awesome to hear. Once again, your timing is perfect.
The recent surge in blog entries has proven itself to be pretty therapeutic. I haven't really censored myself nor have I tried to mask or organize my stream of consciousness into something more agreeable, cohesive, or 'read-able'. I also haven't really tried to appeal to a mass audience nor have I attempted to make concrete arguments upon which to change the opinion of someone who would otherwise disagree. Though I take their thoughts into consideration, I care little about the opinions that people hold of me, especially if they are negative or degrading. I am my own worst critic and I'm forced to wake up every morning to the whiny little voice inside of my own head. I don't need anyone else adding to the chatter. And, as a whole, the opposing viewpoints of strangers has slowly begun to mean less and less to me and I no longer consume myself with distress over the existence of a social or intellectual 'other'. It's heartbreaking and causes me to feel overwhelmingly lonely.
Instead, my goal has been to reach out into the internet void and appeal to the next friend I hope to make. I'm not after more readers or highly coveted internet fame. I'm looking for someone who is able to nod their head, agree, and continue to add something relevant and interesting to the topic I've put forth.


