You know, I'm greedy. 'Visiting one' and 'meeting' is never enough for me. I'd like to travel everywhere, see everything. If you meet a celebrity it'll probably be a 'Celeb/fan situation' which is not my thing. I'm more personal.

عشرون شتاء منذ نهاية أكتوبر الماضي.

لأن الدائرة رمز للأبدية. *_*

Is cockroach an animal? I'm not usually scared of animals, on the contrary, but mum's small goat started freaking me out... She keeps chasing us, climbing us even when we have her milk... I end up laughing hysterically... She was so cute...

A lot. I keep having these drastic changes in the passage of just one year; it's kind of scary but exciting nevertheless. In their own way, these changes are very tiny that people don't usually notice them, not even me sometimes until I meet a situation that triggers them.
My views of the world have changed, my opinions too. I think of people, certain ones and in general, differently. My way of hoping has changed. I'm more cynical. I'm facing my dreams more seriously, taking actions to make them come true. Some parts of me are more mature, some are more childish and crazy. I'm a bit more dependent, emotionally and in other aspects. I've learned to let go of people, even if they never left. I love life more. I've learned to separate my fascination of people and humanity from my utter disgust with their too much negative actions (misanthropist much?). I realized that, if I get too hurt from someone, eventually I will put a red, uncrossable line. So I added yet another protective shield around my heart. xD I'm cutting people more slack. I've learned more ways to call out inspiration, don't always work but worth the try. I learned things I didn't know about myself. I know more ways to make myself and others happy. I'm even more forgetful D: so I sense I'm forgetting to say a lot of things...

I've gained a few pounds too...

Means I'll forgive them in a couple of hours if they eat my food.

Hmmm. I don't know if I'll take this, dinner is too little an offer when I can simply adopt them. They'll have to respect their mum. I need a life, not just dinner. That and the fact, the characters I love are too weird to have dinner. I can't imagine them. Can you imagine having dinner with Ahab for example?

Why would I want to remember something like that? =) I'm sorry, but I usually try to cast them away to a far far away place, they surface when I'm in an extremely dark mood and their effects are disastrous. So, you'll forgive me, I'm in kind of good mood, I don't wish to ruin it.

I can't tell you an exact date. All I know is that, I was weaving and telling stories since an early age, I started drafting when I learned how to write.

It's good, to deafen people.

تصدعت المرآة
themirrorcrackedar.blogspot.com/
فتافيت البسكوت
http://baskoot.fatafeet.net/
القارئ الشعبي
http://re-titling-history.blogspot.com/
Random Thoughts
http://prom2000.blogspot.com/
Art Masterpieces
http://topart2000.blogspot.com/
الطعم المر للأغاني
http://saturnbay.blogspot.com/
Ms.Candy http://amher.wordpress.com/ & http://mscandy18.livejournal.com/
Dejay's Solo
http://dejayz.wordpress.com/

I feel like I forgot something...
I haven't listed tumblogs because what's in Tumblr stays in Tumblr. *_* And I haven't listed blogs I watch for fandoms' (Gackt, Buck-Tick etc..) sake. Do you care of those?
I'd love it if anyone shared with me their favorite blogs. *_*

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cov-xFYmYyU&ob=av2n
The vocalist has an amazing voice D:♥ and the guitar playing. Everything about it is great actually. *___*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZstO_FhfR8g
Symphony?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQSUIRDs6VE&ob=av2e http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WqEOvEoCV3w http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zzyfcys1aLM&ob=av2e
These three were soundtracks of Excess Baggage ♥ I watched it as a kid XD

Maybe I should shut up now? xD Ask if you want more, it's always a pleasure to bug people about my favorite music.

Play

Play

Play

Play

As late as it's humanly possible.

Ashram - Il Mostro
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N8fa7wSgfdk
Check them out, you won't regret it.

Play

http://whathappenedinmybirthyear.com/
1991 -> lazy much?

أعتذر على التأخير في الإجابة، جامعة وامتحانات :$
هنا: http://elladora.tumblr.com/tagged/Original-Work
أو هنا: http://ella.arteden.ae/gallery
للأسف ليس هناك الكثير لكن أتمنى أن تتاح لي الفرصة بكتابة المزيد. شكراً على الاهتمام *_*♥

Too many really... I miss people, things, moments I never even had.

When I'm unable to help those I love, absolutely helpless. I'm not a person who gives up on hope, I doubt I'll ever be; but there are times when everything seems dim and gray and you're simply stuck with the facts. Some things never change, even if there is hope.

غالباً أحب الناس الذين يتمتعون بروح السخرية، خاصةٌ ممن تروقني نوعيتها. لكني لا أفضل الأشخاص الساخرين "عمال على بطال". الأمور والأشخاص الذين يسيرون على وتيرة واحدة يشعرونني بالملل ._.

A Single Man soundtrack.